Its been two weeks since they kissed and Midoriya cant get it off his mind. He had tried to act normal around Bakugou but every time Bakugou talks, Midoriya is hyper focused on his lips.
The way his lips move and the indent of his one dimple every time he smirks makes Midoriya's mind go a bit fuzzy.
"... Deku? What the fuck? Dont look threw me like Im not fucking here." Bakugou tapped the side of Midoriya's head, causing him to refocus. Surprisingly, Bakugou had acted like nothing happened.
Midoriya was having a hard time believing the kiss even happened at this point.
"Sorry Kacchan, whats up?" Bakugou rolled his eyes, "Dont whats up me. You heard me, didn't you?" Midoriya thought for a second and gulped, "No, I didnt," he hesitated before answering.
"Tsk, Im not saying it again." Bakugou turned to walk away, leaving Midoriya defeated. "Kacchan wait!" Midoriya grabbed Bakugou's hand, making him flinch. "What?" "Im sorry, I was focused on something else... about you. Please repeat what you said?"
Bakugou's ears grew hot, ripping his hand away he glared at Midoriya. "I just wanted to meet in the common area later, like after dinner." He mumbled, causing Midoriya's heart to skip a beat from the unexpected shyness.
"Oh, alright! Ill see you then!" Midoriya waved as he walked away.
Looking down, he walks to the door to leave the dorms. When he went to open it, something or someone, opened it to let themselves in.
Midoriya looked up and made eye contact with the person. "T-todoroki, hi!" Todoroki patted Midoriya's shoulder, and nodded to him. "Midoriya."
After the weird altercation, Midoriya ran out of the dorms to the training area.
Once he was at his location, he sighed. To much was happening in his life and he didnt know how to handle it. Shaking his head, he decided to actually train.
Getting lost in his work, he didn't notice when Bakugou had stopped his run to watch him train and stretch.
At the end of his training, Midoriya was standing up and bent down to touch his toes. Between his legs, he saw Bakugou standing there and he stood flustered.
Now caught, Bakugou walked over to him.
"Hey Nerd. Did you train good?" Midoriya chuckled nervously, "Um yeah, yeah." Bakugou gulped, "You know how I wanted to talk to you after dinner?"
Midoriya flinched a bit, Bakugou's body language changed and he sounded almost nervous.
"Yeah, do you want to talk about it now?" He tried to act like he didnt notice Bakugou's nervousness or his own heart racing.
"I just wanted to tell you that I kissed you because I wanted to. I was thinking about it and I guess I like that we are kinda the same now? I dont know." Midoriya's brain stopped working for a second. Did Bakugou just say he wanted to kiss him? No way, right?
"Oh... okay, I get that. Thanks for... clarifying?" Midoriya rubbed the back of his neck, he was getting uncomfortable and embarrassed. Nothing like this has ever happened to him before and in all honesty, this side of Bakugou scared him a bit.
Speaking of Bakugou, he was starting to feel that itch in the back of his mind again. "Okay yeah. I got to go now." He gave an awkward wave and turned around to walk away.
Finding this very unlike him, Midoriya stopped him. "Kacchan, whats wrong? Ive never seen you act like this before. Its worrying me."
Now mixed up with his confusion towards Midoriya, his itch growing, and his pride being damaged. He did the best thing he knew how, get angry.
"Shut up Nerd! Let me leave! For fucks sake I told you what you needed to know. Now leave me the fuck alone!" Midoriya took a step back and looked down. "Sorry," he muttered before walking away himself.
Angry with himself now, Bakugou walked in the opposite direction. The itch growing more and more as he walked towards the dorms.
Above angry, he was tired. Tired of this problem, tired of lieing, tired of his feelings being mixed up. He was meant to achieve great things. Not deal with an identity crisis so young.
"Fuck," he muttered while snacking himself on the side of the head. Uraraka saw him do this, he was in the dorms now, and she ran up to him.
"Bakugou? Whats wrong? You shouldnt do that to yourself!" He tsked, "Im tired of everyone asking me whats wrong all the time. Cant you see I'm fine?" He ripped himself away from her and headed to his room. She sighed and texted him 'Im here in you need someone'.
Bakugou slammed his door and basically ran to his closet. He threw a dress on in record time and sighed. "Why am I like this?" The itch was completely gone now and he felt like he could relax.
Feeling defeated, he decided to take a nap.
Back with Midoriya, he was back in his dorm as well scrolling threw his phone when he ran into an account on Instagram. The person had posts of them in both feminine and masculine clothing. They had thousands of followers and all the comments were supportive and sweet.
Smiling to himself, he sent the account to Bakugou, hoping it would cheer him up.
Okayyyy I know its been a long ass time. I apologize. Life sucks sometimes. Hope this isnt bad. You know, cause its been awhile.
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