Midoriya's eyes lit up when he saw Todoroki standing outside his room. The taller turned his head when he heard foot steps coming closevr. "Hello Midoriya." He stepped back so Midoriya could unlock the door. He greeted back with a smile, "Hi Todoroki!"
"What are you up too?" Midoriya opened the door and they walked inside, Todoroki closed the door before responding. "I wanted to see you." Midoriya blushed, "o-oh, I'm glad you came over, I wanted to see you too!"
Todoroki smiled and walked up to Midoriya, he gave him a hug. Midoriya tensed, then relaxed and squeezed Todoroki back.
Does Todoroki like me back? Should I ask him?
Midoriya let go and sat on his bed, he patted the spot for Todoroki to sit next to him. He breathed in deeply, then let it out. "Can I ask you something Todoroki?"
He nodded.
Midoriya looked at the ground, his hands squeezed the bed as he tried to get the words out. The air in the room was comfortable but suffocating. It was silent, and the only light was a lamp on Midoriya's desk.
"Midoriya? You okay?" Todoroki put his hand on Midoriya's thigh. Midoriya jumped a bit, "y-eah, um, you know I... like you." Todoroki nodded, "I like you too."
Midoriya blushed and smiled, "really?" He nodded, "yes." He had a blank stare on his face, confusing Midoriya a bit. He didnt follow up his confirmation with 'let's go on a date' or 'be my boyfriend' either.
"...well, what do we do now?" Todoroki removed his hand and leaned away from Midoriya, not realizing that he was leaning into Midoriya in the first place.
"Oh," Todoroki thought for a second, "well we cant date." Midoriya frowned, "what? I thought you liked me back." Todoroki nodded, "I do, but proheros cant be gay." Midoriya stood up and glared at Todoroki.
"Why not?" Todoroki stood up too, "it would look bad," Midoriya huffed, "but we arent heroes yet, and if you like me, then you like guys, at least a bit, are you going to hide that part of you forever?" Todoroki blinked at Midoriya, "yes."
Shocked Midoriya had to process what just happened for a second, "get out please," Todoroki frowned in response, "what why?" Midoriya started to push him towards the door. "If you truly dont know the answer, then there is something wrong."
Todoroki tried to fight back, eventually he wrapped his arms around Midoriya's waist. "But I dont want to leave, I want to be close to you." Midoriya's heart ached, tears threatened to fall as he pushed Todoroki off.
"Todoroki, leave, please!" Todoroki reached out again, but pulled his hand back and left without another word.
Midoriya walked over to his bed and laid down, sighing, he started to cry. He turned on his side and hugged his pillow. Sure, he liked Todoroki, but why did it hurt so much?
He cried for sometime, then realized why it hurt so bad. It wasnt because he loved Todoroki, it was because Todoroki liked him back but he didn't want to date. They both liked each other, but that was it. Midoriya sat up and got some water, looking at his bed, his phone screen lit up.
Kacchan: I'm bored, come over.
Midoriya pressed his lips together, I dont really want to see anyone right now...
Kacchan: I want to do your makeup, tell anyone and your dead.
He laughed, "didnt he not say we arent best friends now?" He mumbled as he went to the bathroom to wash his face.
Bakugou frowned at the texts, Midoriya had left him on read. Feeling like an idiot, he started to put his makeup away and get ready for bed.
"Fucking Deku. How dare he leave me on open. Shouldnt have texted him in the first place." He grumbled as he went to the bathroom to brush his teeth.
"Kacchan?" Bakugou smirked, Midoriya was knocking on the door. He left the bathroom and opened it, "didnt think youd come." Midoriya sighed, "yeah well, I need a pick me up after what just happened so," he walked into Bakugou's room and sat on the office chair.
Bakugou looked at Midoriya confused, "what happened?" Midoriya shook his head, "I dont want to talk about it. Why did you want me to come? I mean, I know to do my makeup but I didnt think youd want to, let alone a hour or so after we told each other our secret, well I told you and I found you dres-," "shut the fuck up Deku. Jesus!"
Bakugou grabbed between Midoriya's legs, pulling the chair towards the bed. He didn't think about where he grabbed, he was too pissed off about Midoriya's mumbling.
"Dont make fun of me Nerd." Midoriya didnt say anything, and waited for Bakugou to continue. "I've always wanted to do someone else's makeup, and you know my secret so." He trailed off, the rest of his statement self explanatory as he got his stuff back out.
Midoriya's blush was going down, only to raise back up when Bakugou grabbed his face and looked at it closely. "Dont get so shy Deku, all I'm doing is putting makeup on you." Midoriya nodded and looked down, "I know that! You were just really close."
Bakugou started to get the eyeshadow out and he picked up a brush, picking the color he started to put it on the brush and looked at Midoriya.
Bakugou leaned forward, putting his hand on Midoriya's shoulder, Midoriya closed his eyes and waited for him to put it on.
"Dont you like Icy Hot or some shit? Why would it matter if I was close to you?" Bakugou's breath touched Midoriya's face as he spoke. Their faces inches apart as Bakugou rubbed the color on his eyelips.
Midoriya frowned and took a deep breath, "well, its complicated." Bakugou changed to eyeliner, "how so?" Hesitantly, Midoriya responded. "We like each other but Todoroki doesn't want to date a guy." Bakugou grunted, "what a bitch." Midoriya giggled, "Kacchan!" He opened his eyes and smiled at Bakugou.
Midoriya's smile fell as they looked into each other's eyes, losing themselves.
Bakugou smirked, snapping out of it, "luck I wasnt putting eyeliner on you or you would have fucked it all up." Midoriya laughed again, "yeah, I am pretty lucky."
He grabbed Midoriya's face and studied his work. "Hmm, look up Nerd." So he did, "almost forgot you were a perfectist Kacchan." Bakugou huffed, "damn straight."
Okay so this chapter was hard to write. I'm sorry if it was hard to read. I'm trying but I've had zero motivation for this story but I felt like it was time I got a new chapter out. Thanks for reading.
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