Her Dangerous Cravings

Chapter 18

"Faster, faster, faster." Momo chanted as Sana increased the pace of her fingers inside of Momo. Momo was squirming underneath of  Sana, as their thighs rubbed against each other. Momo wanted Sana to go faster and faster, never stopping.

"I'm coming, I'm coming." Momo yelled as Sana's fingers pumped inside of her. Sana licked her fingers, tasting her best friend.

Last night felt like a dream, but Sana got the shock of her life when she woke up next to Momo. The guilt burning down her throat, was what kept her awake for most of the night. She was in disbelief of what she had done. How would Tzuyu react? How would Elina react?

Sana got out of bed, feeling as if she was having a bad case of hangover, and dressed quickly, before Momo woke up and the two would be forced to actually talk to each other. Sana sprinted out of the room and down the stairs. She unlocked the entrance door and rushed towards her car.

From the upstairs window, Momo watched her best friend get inside the car and drive out in a hurry. Momo wasn't feeling well, since she only remembers last night in a mass of flashbacks. But she knew something sexual happened between her and Sana.

"Stupid! Stupid! Stupid!" Momo yelled at herself as she entered the bathroom. Only a shower would help her realise what had happened and make her stay calm.

On the other hand, Sana went home, because she wanted to visit Tzuyu before it was too late. She knew it was 7 am, and Soobin would wake up at any minute, but Sana had to risk it. She parked her car in front of their house and sighed hard before opening the door.

At this moment, she was feeling like a school girl again, getting ready to face her parents after sleeping over at her friend's house. The only difference is that Sana is a grown woman and she not only slept over at her friend's house, but she also slept with her friend.

She walked inside her house, feeling relieved that the lights were off. It seemed as if no one woke up jus yet. Sana was on her way to go upstairs towards her room, when all the lights suddenly went on. She was startled and almost stumbled backwards.

As she looked up, she noticed Soobin sitting on the couch, looking at her dumbfounded. "Why are you only coming in now Sana?" He asked her and Sana felt inferior. She stood up and sat down next to Soobin. It all seemed as if she was going to be told off by her father.

"I slept over at Momo's. She had a horrible first date and I gave her some company." LIAR, the voice inside her head screamed at Sana. You know you fucked her. And he probably knows too. "Did you stay up waiting for me?"

"I did. I found it weird that my wife wasn't back and didn't call or text to warn me. I was worried." Soobin said and hugged Sana. She felt guilty that she was lying to Soobin this way. "Where have you been lately? I feel like I haven't seen you in a while."

"I have been focused on work and more work." LIAR, the voice screamed at her again. You were with Tzuyu all the time. Sana tried to ignore the voice and focus on Soobin who was in front of her.

"That's good. I was worried you were far too busy fucking Tzuyu, that you forgot about me." Sana's eyed widened as she heard those words leave Soobin's mouth. The room was spinning 10x faster and her heart was pounding tremendously against her chest.

He knew. Maybe he found out or he knew all along. The way those words comfortably came out of Soobin's mouth is what worries Sana. How could this be possible? Did Elina tell him? Did Momo tell him? Did he spy on her? She was always so careful. "Soobin I-" Sana was going to say something but he cut her with a creepy, muffled chuckle. He stood up, pacing back and forward.

"At first I thought it was all a one-sided crush that Tzuyu had on you, but then I started getting signs of how you talked about her and talked to her. And then when Elina caught you fucking Tzuyu in the bathroom, I knew for sure my suspicions were correct." Soobin explained and Sana gulped. She was speechless. "You are a fucking bitch Sana! A slut!!"

"Excuse me? So are you saying that the only person that can cheat in this relationship is you? and I can't fool around with a 23 years old girl?" Sana asked and Soobin was left with his mouth hung open.

"Sana, I dare you to present me all this proof you have of me cheating. I have made mistakes but I have never cheated on you. All these women who say they have slept with me, are only saying it so our relationship can break. I loved you S, I still do." Soobin confessed getting closer to Sana and bending down.

Sana started to cry, feeling uneasy. She had no idea that Soobin wasn't cheating on her. All the lies she allowed to be fed into her, everything that she didn't want to believe but still did. Those were all lies.

"I can't. Soobin I do love you but my feelings for Tzuyu are real. I love her." Sana acknowledged that she was conflicted between Soobin the man of her life and Tzuyu, the woman of her life.

"You need to make a decision S. I love you, please don't leave me for someone who you have no future with. A relationship based on deceptions and pure lust. Give us another chance. Let me show you that I can love you too. Help me give you the world." Soobin pleaded holding onto her hands.

Sana felt sorry because she didn't know what to do. Who is going to be with her, after all this mess?