Her Dangerous Cravings

Chapter 20

Sana woke up to a strange sensation between her legs. She opened her eyes slowly, finding Tzuyu slobbering her mouth all over Sana's entrance. Her tongue flicking up and down, while her fingers fumbled the pussy lips that were as rosy as possible. Sana knew Tzuyu woke up horny, since they finished a couple of hours ago. But Sana couldn't stay for long.

Sana succumbed.

Once they were done, they hoped into the shower where they fucked again. It was as if they were obsessed with loving and caring for each other's bodies. Tzuyu's had her mouth all over Sana, as the she tried her best to find a comfortable position in the shower, to open her legs. They scissored standing up and kissed each other, while the water ran over their bodies.

When they finished, Sana cleaned Tzuyu with the towel and the two went back into the room. Like all they have been doing for the past hours, they fucked again, this time clean and fresh after a nice shower. Both tangled on the bed, humping and kissing, make sure the other has as much pleasure as possible.

"We need a break for food baby." Sana whispered, her face pressed against Tzuyu's neck, as she gave her soft kisses. The two were sat on the bed, with Tzuyu on top of Sana, her legs wrapped around her waist.

"In a minute." Tzuyu responded, placing her arms around Sana's neck and kissing her on the lips, while Sana's hands for a resting place on Tzuyu's back. "I want to hold you for as long as I can." Tzuyu said to Sana, kissing her again in the process.

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After what it felt like forever, Sana and Tzuyu got dressed. Sana had to wear what she had yesterday, because she forgot the additional clothes. Tzuyu even offered Sana some of her mom's clothes, but Sana refused. Once she breaks up with Tzuyu, she wouldn't have the chance to return the clothes.

The two sat down to have breakfast, and Sana cooked it all. She wanted Tzuyu to have a nice memory before they parted ways. Sana watched as Tzuyu eat the food with a big smile on her face. "Your cooking is amazing. Whenever I try to fry an egg, it comes all burnt. Maybe you can show me how it is done another day." Tzuyu told her and kissed Sana's lips slowly.

"Sure. Another day." Sana whispered to herself, and looked away. She couldn't do it. She wasn't strong enough to walk out of Tzuyu's life. Maybe Tzuyu could find someone else and be in love with another woman, and then Sana could leave.

But Sana knew, that if Tzuyu fell in love with someone else, she would die of heartbreak. "What's wrong with you? Wasn't I good enough last night or this morning?"Tzuyu teased licking her lips. "Maybe I should try it again."

She leaned forward to kiss Sana, who didn't kiss her back. Tzuyu could sense that something was heavily bothering Sana, but her girlfriend didn't want to talk. "Not now." Sana said to her and Tzuyu pulled away, laughing to herself.

"You are funny Sana. You show up last night, you fuck me right and then you say 'not now'? What the hell is going on?!" Tzuyu yelled standing up from her seat. She grabbed her plate and threw away the food. She rinsed the plate and washed the dirty bits. Sana stood up and hugged Tzuyu from behind.

"I love you." Sana whispered and Tzuyu laid the plate down. Tzuyu turned around and hugged Sana. "I want to tell you, but I don't know how." Sana explained and Tzuyu's heart sunk low. She knew what was happening.

Now she knows why Sana showed up last night and fucked her intensity. Now she knows why Sana cooked breakfast for her. Now she knows why Sana didn't walk away in the middle of dawn as always, and stayed the night. It was all coming together like pieces of a puzzle. It all seems to come clean.

"I love you too. You can tell me. I will listen." Tzuyu said to Sana, hugging her tightly. Sana didn't want to leave Tzuyu. But she had to make the right choice. Tzuyu was an impossible dream, that only came true for a short amount of time. Now Sana needs to return to reality.

"I have to do the right thing. My family needs me." Sana told Tzuyu playing with her hair. Tzuyu rested her head on the nape of Sana's neck. Her eyes filled with tears. "Sometimes, we adults have to make the right decision. And right now, that decision is my family. I love today, tomorrow, forever. But Tzuyu, I need to let you live. You will study and go to a great university, and as time passes by, I will be nothing but a memory."

Tzuyu was sobbing hard against Sana's chest now. She was wailing, wrapping her arms around Sana, shaking her head, as the tears made Sana's blouse wet. "No, please don't say this. We can find a way out. You can leave with me. We can leave together." Tzuyu pleaded and Sana wanted to say yes, but in her mind, she knew the answer was no.

"I can't. I cheated on you Tzuyu. I slept with Momo in a moment of weakness, and I-" Sana was saying but her lips were covered with Tzuyu's. Her hands rested against Sana's neck, holding her in place and steady.

"I don't care. We all make mistakes and you are not one. I love you. Sana, I know I will never feel this way about anyone. I know for sure I won't. Please don't leave me. I want you. I need you." Tzuyu cried staring at Sana's eyes. Sana was beautiful and no one has ever looked so good crying to Tzuyu. "You tell me to run away and I will. I will leave everyone behind. You are my world."

"We can't. I can't. Tzuyu, for as long as I live...I will always be yours. But I can't be with you." Sana whispered, pulling Tzuyu's hand away. "You will be a great woman one day. I believe that whatever you decide to do with your life, you will be amazing. I believe in you. I love you." Sana told her and kissed her one last time.

Sana was walking towards the couch, when Tzuyu held onto her hand. Sana turned her face to Tzuyu and smiled at her softly. Sana slipped her hand away and went over the couch to grab her things. She was being really strong not to cry or fall down, because she needs to show Tzuyu that she is strong. Sana wants to be remembered as someone admirable and fierce.

"I love you. Don't leave me." Tzuyu cried holding onto her chest. "If you walk out of this door, I will never see you again." Tzuyu threatened, hoping to make Sana run back to her and kiss her non stop. She wanted Sana to apologise and come back to her. Be with her forever.

Sana closed her eyes and walked towards the door. She opened it and went outside as fast as she could. She rushed towards her car, parked on the other side of the neighbourhood. Sana sat on it for a couple of minutes before breaking down. Her heart was no longer with her. Sana left her heart with Tzuyu. It no longer belonged to her, but Tzuyu. And it will be hers forever.