About Last Night ( ENGLISH VERSION )

Chapter 62

"This is the right time Kristina, I meant to spend a few days before I start talking about it. Because I know it's still a puzzle between the two of us what happened especially to you. And I know for sure that this is a good time for us to talk about that matter and clarify everything as well. We probably won't get to that point without a deep reason. I know that there is a reason behind it and I want to know from you what also your reason why did you agree for us to do that thing but in the first place you also said that we don't have a relationship but we're just friends. So, tell me, Kristina, "Mike said while holding me in both arms and staring into my eyes.

It seemed like I couldn’t move and speak at those moments because I could feel Mike’s seriousness in our conversation.

I also don't want to answer him without even making sense of what I'm saying because I'm just making it hard for him to speak, as well as explain to me.

For a few more moments I bit my lip as I walked a little distance from him.

"Even myself can't explain those things that happened between us, Mike and until now it's still unclear to my mind. And I'm sorry to tell you if I can't answer those questions you asked me properly. As I  said earlier that this is not the right time for us to talk about that matter. Maybe you can give me some more time so that I can answer all that properly. But as of now, all I can say is I don't have any regrets about what happened between us. The only thing I can't answer right now is the first question you asked me," I explained to Mike while avoiding his gaze on me.

Mike seemed to smile a little at what I told him especially when I said that I had no guilt for what happened to us.  Soon he moved a little closer to me and slowly touched my hair.

"Hopefully the time will also come when I'll have a space there in your heart," Mike said briefly at the same time, he slowly move close his face to me, and stared at my lips as if he was planning to kiss me on my lip.

"You're handsome Mike. Your kissable lips, your eyes, and your_. Damn it!"  I whispered to myself while intently looking at his gentle face.

Mike was about to kiss me that time when I suddenly turned my gaze to the TV so he couldn’t kiss me.

"I'm sorry," Mike said as he was distant a little away from me.

"It's okay Mike," I said briefly once gasping for breath.

We didn't continue our conversation instead we just watched a movie show on TV.

I admitted to myself that I felt like there was electricity flowing through my body at that time when Mike was about to kiss me.  But since I was still narrowing down a little so I was able to avoid his kiss so that his plan to kiss me would not continue, nor would he think that I just wanted him to kiss me

"I have to restrain myself from temptation. That shouldn't happen for a second time because that's different and it's going to be even more meaningful. I shouldn't have to tempt your charming Mike. I've already admitted to myself that I'm attracted to you sometimes but I still consider you a friend. It's just that sometimes I can't control myself anymore especially when you show motive to me," I whispered to myself while my whole body was shaking in nervousness.

A moment later, Mike suddenly talk and stood up in his seat as he let me know that he had left even more and it was already night. 

"Um, anyway Kristina it seems like the night is deep and I might disturb your bedtime. Maybe I just need to go home. It's about ten o'clock in the evening and for sure it's your bedtime,"  Mike said as he tucked his jacket.

"Oh, is it coming ten now? I didn't even notice the time. By the way, are you going home now?" I said while looking at him from his stand.

"What do you mean? I mean that maybe I might disturb you. It's late at night already and you might sleep. So, I decided to just leave," Mike said, still looking skeptical. "So, anyway I have to go. I'll be leaving now Kristina, have a good night!" he added while smiling at me a little.

Mike was about to leave the house when I suddenly called him so he suddenly stopped walking and suddenly turned back to me.

"You call my name, Kristina? But for what reason?"  Mike whispered to himself while wondering hard and still thinking.

I stood on the sofa I was sitting on and slowly approached him where he stop.

When I'm about too close to him I even move a little closer as I spoke.
"Um, I called you," I stared at his gentle face while softly biting his lip.

"Are you going to kiss me, Kristina?"  Mike whispered again to himself as he stared at me intently.

"I just wanted to hand you this cellphone of yours because you almost missed it," I quickly handed him his cellphone.

Mike's eyes suddenly widened while deeply breathing.

Mike thought there was a deep reason for me to call him.  But everything was wrong because I was just going to hand him his cellphone that he almost left behind.

"Is it just this? Is this the reason you're calling me Kristina?"  Mike asked me hesitantly while there was a big question and wonder in his mind.

"Yes, why? Because you're leaving and you even forgot your cellphone," I said while raising my two eyebrows while thinking about his strange reaction.

"Yeah. It's a good thing you noticed because otherwise, I'd probably have left it out," at the same time, he handed me the cellphone I handed to him.