today's the day, i make the biggest decision of my life, do i stay in Paris with my parents, or do i go back to London with James & the boys.., I decided to go grab a coffee from the cafe a couple minutes away from my parents flat, i went there all the time, it's my Bestfreind's parents cafe, i decided to see if my Bestfriend was in,
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This is my Bestfriend, her name is Evelyn, but i just call her Evie.
I got to the cafe, & i immediately asked if Evie was in, lucky enough, she was, we each grabbed a coffee & sat down, "did you have fun in London?" She smiles, "Yeah, thank you" i grin, "i have something to tell you" i frown, "what's wrong?" She asks, "i-i might be moving to London, & i most likely won't be back for a while" i say, trying not to cry, "w-what, you & your parents are leaving?" She frowns, her eyes filling with tears, "no my parents aren't leaving, but i might" i blink back to tears,
"where would you go?" she frowns, a tear leaving her eye, "my cousin's, he lives there, with his friends" i smirk, "who's your cousin?" she asks, i laugh, "Josh Pieters" i giggle, "WHAT" her jaw drops, "i had that same reaction when i found out" i laugh, wiping my eyes, "i also have some other news" i smile, "go on" she smiles, also wiling the tears off her cheeks, "while i was in London, i got a boyfriend" i smile, "oh my god, who?" she grins, "James white, Oli whites younger brother" i smile, more than I've ever smiled before, the reason Evie didn't know about all of this, is because she had her phone taken away for a month for sneaking out to meet her friend a few weeks ago..
It got to around 5:30, Evie had to go have dinner, & i had to head home anyway, i gave her a big hug, telling her if i choose London I'll come spend the day with her to say goodbye for now, on the way home i got a call from James, he would've been at school, it was Wednesday after all, i answered straight away,
a: hey James
j: hey Ami, How have you been?
a: I've been good, you?
j: Ive been good, i miss you though
a: i miss you too
j: oh my mums calling me for dinner
a: yeah i gotta go home to eat anyway, love you
j: love you too, byee
a: byeee
once i got home, i had dinner, had a shower & got into comfy clothes, i just sat on my bed, looking through all the photos i took in london..
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i love London so much, i met my cousin, My boyfriend & the people i grew up with there, but i don't wanna leave my parent's or Evie.. what do i do..
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Its been 2 hours, I've been looking through all the memories i made in London, i love Evie & my parents more than anything, & i think I've made my decision...
