chapter 4: Big decisions😖

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it's been a month since Oli's accident, he was still on crutches from his broken leg, but other than that he was fine, me & James decided to reveal our relationship to the fans, everyone we knew personally already knows, we each posted a photo on our instagrams,

𝐴𝑚𝑖'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡:

𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ, ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ, ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ_ᴘɪᴇᴇᴛʀs & 973,825 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ: i love you💗𝗧𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱: @ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ

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𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ, ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ, ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ_ᴘɪᴇᴇᴛʀs & 973,825 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠
ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ: i love you💗
𝗧𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱: @ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ

ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ: love you too❤️
ᴀᴍɪʟᴏᴜɪsᴇꜰᴀɴ: awh🥺
ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ_ᴘɪᴇᴛᴇʀs: lil cuz has a boyfriend🤭
ᴊᴀᴄᴋ_Mᴀʏɴᴀʀᴅ: James is a lover boy😉
ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ: 2 seconds after this photo was taken Caspar spilled his drink absolutely everywhere😂
𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑 3,493 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠...

𝐽𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡:

𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ, ᴄᴏɴᴏʀᴍᴀʏɴᴀʀᴅ, ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ & 348,835 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ: love you❤️𝗧𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱: @ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ

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𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ, ᴄᴏɴᴏʀᴍᴀʏɴᴀʀᴅ, ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ & 348,835 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠
ᴊᴀᴍᴇsᴡʜɪᴛᴇ_ᴛᴠ: love you❤️
𝗧𝗮𝗴𝗴𝗲𝗱: @ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ

ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ: love you more💗💗
ᴊᴏsʜᴜᴀ_ᴘɪᴇᴛᴇʀs: don't break her heart😉
ᴀᴍɪʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ_ꜰᴘ: look after my queen🥺💕
ᴏʟɪᴡʜɪᴛᴇ: @ᴀᴍɪ_ʟᴏᴜɪsᴇ he ALWAYS talks about you no matter where we are🤭
𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑 2,473 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠...

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I've been here in London for about 5 weeks, & it was finally time to go back to Paris & decide if i want to stay in London or if i want to go back to Paris, i think i know what i want to do, i had already said a see you soon to everyone, as my parents & Josh have said i can visit whenever, me & Josh have just entered the Airport, & it was time to say a see you soon..

"I'll see you soon, yeah?" he smiles weakly, "yeah, definitely" i say, my voice breaking, we hug, but as we pull away, my plane is called, so i run up the stairs, i stop in my tracks & turn around, i wave one more time to Josh, i saw he shed a tear, it wasn't long before I noticed i was crying too, so i decided to run to my plane, I couldn't stand him seeing me like that..

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i had landed back in Paris, as i left the airport, i saw my parents, i ran & hugged them tighter than ever, i mean, that's the longest I've ever been gone..

the journey home was rough, no matter what choice i make, someone gets hurt, if i choose Paris, James & The boys get hurt, but if i choose London.. my parents get hurt, i don't know what to do..

𝘼𝙉: 𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨,  𝙄 𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙗𝙗𝙦 𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙤 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧, 𝙝𝙤𝙥𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙚𝙣𝙟𝙤𝙮 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙨🦋💗

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