Chapter 1 - Please sky daddy, save me

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Dazai pov
I was walking to my first class of this semester. My roommate and best friend,  Akutgawa, were discussing our break as this is the first day of the new year.

My jaw drops

"Why is he here?????" I whisper inaudibly
"Huh??? U say something? *cough cough*"Akutgawa responded
"U-U-U-Uh... no!! S-S-Sorry!!!" I say stuttering while my eyes traced the man's  body I'd wish to never see again.

I made it to my class. Trembling. Why is he here. I sit down next to Akutgawa and try to forget about him. Until...

"Hi class, today is the first day of school! I hope u had an amazing break!You can refer to me as Mr. Nakahara! If u have any questions feel free to email me."

Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
I only noticed my brown orb eyes watering when a singular drop of water fell onto my book making it soggy just like when he-
"Is everything ok? *cough cough*" Akutgawa asked with a very sincere and concerned look.
"O-O-Oh yeah I'm f-f-fine I ju-s-st poked mysel-f-f in the eye." I say still trembling. Akutgawa probably knew that was a lie.

It was hard to focus, my thoughts distracting me to much. My mind is wondering to much. Shit. It's only the first period. Dazai get a grip.

"Dazai. Dazai. Dazai?" Chuuya says calmly looking at my lips
"DAZAI! *dramatically coughs*" Akutgawa shouts waking me up from my spiralling nightmare
"What Akutgawa!" I say now looking into Chuuy's glowing blue orbs.
"Oh. Sorry sir!" I apologise realising the situation.
"Dazai I think u need to stay back with me for a bit." Mr. Nakahara said licking his lips.

Ding dong. The bell rang

I stay back as the alpha male told me to.
"Now Dazai why aren't you paying much attention to me,"  He barks while locking the door "come on why are you looking at me like that. Did u forget? You used to pay attention to me all the time." He says while pushing me onto the desk.
Of course I remember. But I want to forget. I want to forget what he did. I WANT TO FORGET.
"Daddy?" I let out a moan.
Oh for the love of Christ.
I quickly clasp my hands over my mouth.
"Hehe that's more like it." He says slowly rubbing his veiny hand over my thigh revealing my underwear.

"GET OFF OF ME!!!" I try to run out, water dripping down my face.
I forgot. He locked it. Chuuya walking closer to me.
"Come on Dazai. U even said it. I'm ur only daddy. So bark for me bitch." Holding a collar in one hand and a leash in the other. I look into his eyes as he pins me against the wall. He is trying to seek dominance of me so I gave in as I remember what happened last time I resisted. As he starts to unbuckle  his belt something falls out of his pocket.

Meet me at &@:$:7/@/! At a @:O0pm
I can't make out to what it says but I know what it means.
I reject his request to claim my body and run. I know I can't go anywhere. I'm locked in a room for crying out loud. But I run from him. Take the scissors off his desk.
"Sir I really need to get to my next class." Raising the scissors higher. He's definitely pissed off now.
"Fine." He grunts. "Your such a bastard. Get out of here and don't say a word." Unlocking the door.
I run. I cry. So many emotions I don't even want to go back. Please sky daddy save me from this hell.

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