"𝙨𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚?"

june 24th, 2022

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH !!

i forgot wattpad is a thing. so here i am. with my life slowly falling apart and coming together at the same time
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"bro do we really need this huge ass meet up? it's goofier than the sight of my grandma falling down the stairs." i rolled my eyes as we were on the way to the airport i puffed "yeah !! it's was a subgoal and if we don't do it the viewers are gonna be mad." wilbur whined.

"okay." I rolled my eyes attempting to sleep again, resting my hand in the middle of the cup holder.

"by the way, the lore was pretty intense, good acting." I muttered, "hm?" he hummed, "nothing." I shrugged.

"okay." he muttered as well

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i was able to call shotgun but we have new visitors, people by the name of dream, karl, george and sapnap. although they're familiar, i'm pretty sure tommy mentioned them a few times.

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we finally got home, i decided to flop on the couch and fall asleep somehow to the sound of yelling and obnoxious laughing.

jokes on them i didn't actually sleep, i faked sleeping and listened in.

"how long have they been here?" dream muttered "around 2 months, apparently their dad has a huge ass business thing going on and they're staying for 4 more months so,, more y/n more non boring days !!" wilbur responded giggling.

okay that was kind of cute, anyways- "that's only because you have a big fat crush for them." karl wheezed "I DONN-ahem,, i donnot!" i could tell wil was blushing.

"mhm yeah, anyways how was it with y/n recently ??" sapnap questioned "pretty fun." he shrugged

they continued to chat, meaning i started to slowly fall asleep

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a slowly woke up to someone shaking me, me being covered to blanket and hugging a part of the blanket.

"y/n! Y/N! Wake upp !!" wilburs voice tuned in, i slowly got up and someone the guys were sitting in the kitchen wheezing their asses off.

"yeah what's up ?" i yawned "wanna start the party ? some other people are here , and i'd think you would like to meet them !!" will took my hand pulling me up to stand up.

my vision blurred black and u got weak for a second , then i returned to normal . "you ready ??" wilbur smiled leading me into the kitchen , i smirked and nodded .

i peaked into the kitchen seeing a few people laughing their asses off and a few staring into their phone , only 4 or 5 people weren't doing anything and talking to eachother .

"ayyy ! will !! you're back with them ??" tommy exclaimed as he merged form the crowd , i nodded as a two others followed .

"do you know tubbo and ranboo , y/n ?" wilbur whispered , "nope , they seem familiar though ." i shrugged "good ! well the really tall one is ranboo and the short one is tubbo ." wilbur pointed.

"oh ! hi tubbo and ranboo !" i waved , ranboo kept on a mask and glasses and tubbo had a big puffy jacket .

they waved back "wilbur kind of-" and the rest was mumbled as tommy turned to tubbo and ranboo , they giggled .

"go scurry now ." wilbur shoved tommy a bit and tommy giggled more , and they ran off into the crowd again .

"bro i just wanna go to bed again ." i stretched , "cmon you can't just sleep all day !!" wilbur exclaimed loudly "oh my god shut up before you embarrass us ." i said slapping his mouth shut

he giggled as he jerked his head away from my hand , "don't worry everyone is too drunk !!" wilbur giggled more .

"hey wilbur - woahhhh ?? wilbur gets bitches ?!" some short dude came up to us, he had a beanie on with a coat hanging down "shut up you're probably 5"6 and have no game at all ." i snapped "damnnnn !!" sapnap muttered as karl came up behind the guy .

"you didn't have to get personal !" wilbur wheezed . "i am not your bitch , i am swagilicious ." i rolled my eyes "swagilicious my ass !!" the short guy exclaimed again "quackity let's just go .." karl walked off dragging supposed quackity as sapnap followed .

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i took my 7th shot as i scrunched up my face , letting my head fall onto the table . wilbur started to stroke my back . "whyYYYYYYyy !!" i cried as i felt a wave of sadness come over me . "why what ?" wilbur said quietly "why do i have to feel not swagilicious ??! i know i am swagilicious but i am not ??!!! it's so confusing !!" i cried more .

i took another shot after another , and finally i blacked out .

i'll give you snippets from what i remember

"just take another shot !! it's not like you're gonna get drunk !!" i held up a cup to wilburs mouth , wilbur rolled his eyes and took the cup drinking it .

here's another memory ; i hysterically laughed as wilbur continued to talk , "i love you bro , you're the best !!" i calmed , settling my head on my hand leaning more toward wilbur .

"yoo !! me too !!" wilbur gave a big fat smile "what if we kissed !!" i leaned back and more onto my hand .

"we could ,, i mean .." wilburs smile and tone became more softer , he shuffled a bit and took my hand and gave it a kiss .

"come on !!" i leaned more toward him , and he leaned more toward me as well , i jokingly leaned into it, but we actually just.. kissed?

i sat up straight and froze as wilbur wheezed , "it's not fuckin' fhunny !!" i whined , my face heated up .

"come on we kizsed befhore!" he slurred , i thought , remember the few times we did .

"that doesn' mater !" i started to giggle , "alrite i can admit it is KIND of funny .." i smirked

and that's all i remember . that's it .

now let's go back here , where i am currently .

i am lying awake , snuggled up with wilbur . still in the same clothes as last night . wilbur was sound asleep , meaning i am trapped .

fun fact ; WE'RE ON THE COUCH WHICH MEANS IF ANYONE ELSE WAKES UP , IM GONNA BE FUCKING EMBARRASSED .

well not necessarily - but i don't know if we're dating or not , i can't tell ..

i felt moving hoping wilbur was awake "hhhaahgh ,,," wilbur hummed "holy shittt that hurtszzz ,,," he whined .

i nodded , hugging him more tightly "oh shittt ,,, what did we do nowww ??,,, we're so fuckin' dumb ." wilbur groaned , i yawned again .

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i sat on wills bed and continued to scroll on my phone .

holy shit , did i post something on my tiktok ??