When Love Is Obsession

Confusion and confessions

After  coming down from terrace, Nandini noticed that Manik looked a bit lost. His attention was not totally at her. Nandini called him
Na : Mani....Mani.....Manik...... she literally pushed him 
Ma : Huh!! Ha, bolo.....
Na : where are you lost!!!
Ma : No...nothing.....Suno something is not right over here, I will just come okay! He did not wait for Nandini to respond and left...... Nandini kept looking at him going...... 
Mu : whats app! Choti...... why so sad
Na : Nothing.....m....actually! should, or may I ask something....Bhabz
Mu : Anytime...bol
Na : Vo.....Manik itna lost ..... indifferent behave
Mu : Areh! about that.....he's like that only, agar, if something happens which he did not plan at or he was not prepared for..... or may be he did not quite like or want right now or mukti missed on noticing nandini's reaction..... the poor soul was breaking inside..... she did not concentrate what she said, but we should...... which he doubt is wrong...... aisa kuch jo making him ponder a lot.....he behaves like a lost atmaa..... Samjhi..... she looked at nandini....who looked rather pale and sad....as if something took away the happiness and glow off her face.... Nandu...you, you okay! tum thik ho?
Na : Controlling her emotions, and acting normal Ha, di..... bilkul thik hu......Chaloo chalo.... let's enjoy.....

Hnmmmm haannnn

A soft music was playing

Tere mere darmiyaan hain baatein ankahi
Tu wahaan hai main yahaan
Kyun saath hum nahin (x2)

Nandini was looking at Manik  who looked rather lost in some thoughts. 
She was just controlling her emotions.

Faisley jo kiye
Faasley hi mile
Raahein judaa kyun ho gayi
Na tu ghalat, na main sahi

Le ja mujhe saath tere
Mujhko na rehna saath mere (x2)

Nandini thought Pov : Manik, if you really  think us being together was something you were not ready, then why.....kyu aye mere qarib, kyu kar rahe ho yeah saab...
Jo bhi terrace pe hua....was that uncalled, was...was I uncalled for you? 
A drop of tear slipped off  her eyes....which she rubbed off, Manik noticed this..... 
Nandini looked up and saw Manik looking at her with questions..... 
Before he could approach, Nandini left....

Ma : pov : "Nandini ko kya hua "

Music!!

Yaadon se lad raha hoon
Khud se jhaghad raha hoon
Aankhon mein neend hi nahi hai

Ho.. tujhse juda hue toh
Lagta aisa hai mujhko
Duniya meri bikhar gayi hai

Dono ka tha safar

Manzilon pe aakar
Raahein judaa kyun ho gayi
Na tu ghalat, na main sahi

Le ja mujhe saath tere
Mujhko na rehna saath mere (x2)

Le ja mujhe... (x2)

Nandini was standing by a corner away from the crowd, all these is now suffocating her. All this show off, is nothing but a pretention. She was felling blocked inside. She could not even cry her pain out, it will affect both families. She looked up and though what exactly is her fault. 

Sunn mere Khuda bas itni si meri duaa

Lauta de humsafar mera
Jaayega kuch nahi tera
Tere hi dar pe hoon khada
Jaaun toh main jaaun main kahan
Taqdeer ko badal meri
Mujhpe hoga karam tera...