When Love Is Obsession

Outburst

Slowly Nandini calmed down. But then reality dawned on her. Manik is forcing himself on her. This is not love making this is molesting. She's crying now. Manik is trying to calm her but she's just crying. As her mouth is tied and she's crying, she's having difficulty breathing. Manik opened the cloth from her mouth.

Na : Ma... manik... Breathing problem I...i... Ha...hate you.... I....
Ma : Sh..... Don't say that Nandu, please don't hate me.... I can't live with my wife's hatred....
Na : I... I'm not... not your wife... What you did...was unacceptable.... You... Tried...moles...ting..
Ma : What? No.. tum....tum yeah kya bol rahi ho! Love.... I can't... I... I just tried to...to stop....to make you feel what you are to me....... Don't insult my love....
Na : This.... This you call love!!!! Forcing yourself..... Kaal ko tum mere saath zabardasti.... I won't marry you...no..
Ma : Don't just don't say that.... He's getting angry..... Baby when I say I love you... I do madly love you. But, don't play with my love... It's gonna burn ❤️‍🔥 you.... I've made you my world, you can't break it.
Na : You've already broken my world. Areh forget the stalker , you're a bigger threat.
Ma : Me!!! Moving away You don't want to marry me!? Untying her hands and setting her free. Nandini instantly went away and wore a dress. She's looking at him with disgust. You don't love me!? Toh mujhe bachaya kyu!!! Maar Jane deti.... I can't live without you.... He sat on the ground crying. Nandini felt bad but couldn't forgive him.
Na : I saved you because I loved you...but now, I can't after this... You literally forced
Ma : in a broken lifeless voice looking nowhere in specific I know, even if I haven't done anything, you would have left. Haina Nandini? Tum kaal sachmein ati? Nandini looked down.... I was impulsive, I became reckless and broke us... But, you had already decided to break us.... Aaj if I have not come tum tabhi kaal nahi atii..., after this you will not marry as well.... Tum...bash pyar ka matlab sacrifice samjhti ho..... He stood up and rubbed off his tears and looked at her I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry for.... loving you... But I'm sorry, i couldn't make you feel safe and committed with my love... I had to...to do this...... I was so afraid of losing you that I lost my mind... But, now I realise, I can't force or do these things to make you stay and love me, marry me.... Zabardasti shadi....karke bhi you'll find a way to run away. In fact you don't consider yourself my wife. Galti meri hai....... Nandini was looking at him with a lot of emotions he couldn't read.... Shayad mera daar mujhse galti kaarva gaya, ho paye toh forgive me.... Aur, kaal you... you don't have to marry me... bye.... Before he could leave
Na : Perfect! Manik looked At her. You have a perfect reason na!! Matlab now that you are done with me, you're walking away. Kya hi farak parega tumhe.... He looked at her all shocked, is she for real.... She was rejecting marriage and now, she's blaming him ..... You... you wanted my...my body, you have this.... You don't have any reason to...to stay now....all your desires are fulfilled....tum, tum mujhe trash ki tarah feek rahe ho.... You've destroyed me and you don't need me any longer.  This reasons, all are lie... You're putting blame on,on me..... He's utterly shocked,no no rooted....she thinks so low of him..yes, he did a mistake no, blunder,but,did he not fulfil her wish....... He's completely silent.... Mr Manik Malhotra, hopefully I was.... I was able to satisfy you and your desires she spoke in a broken voice... she's lost. She has no idea what's she speaking. Manik was looking her blankly. Go away.... Jaoo
Ma : Kaal, dulha aur baarat dono ayega.... Tum nahi bhagi toh shadi hogi not for once he looked at her and left.

Nandini looked at the door after Manik left. She went and closed the door. She came and stood in front of the mirror. Her reflection screamed pain. Hair messed up. Kajal spread. Face having tear spots, lips bleeding. She sat at a corner and cried her heart out.