✔️Get Naked - Katya Zamolodchikova x Reader

Part Eighteen

"I'm so fucking nervous!" You yelled, gesturing wildly with your hands as Paul carefully applied a thick concealer under your eyes.

You were too nervous to even sit still, you felt like your heart was beating a hundred miles a minute and it was all because of what your friend was currently doing your makeup for. You couldn't believe you had agreed to go on the pod cast, not only because of just how terrifying you had found Trixie and Katya's fans to be, but because of your slight intimidation with Trixie now that you and Katya were something of an item.

"Shut your mouth and stop screaming in my face." Paul groaned, glaring at you as he picked up the beauty blender from his vanity. The 2 of you had decided to ready yourselves at his house, as you couldn't stand to sit in your own apartment with the jitters you were experiencing. "Your gonna look great so calm your tuck, bitch." He scoffed, popping a hip as he looked down at you, his thick brows furrowed in the centre of his forehead. There was something only slightly endearing about Paul's cunty tone as well something immensely annoying about it, but that was usually the case with him."Why are you so nervous anyway. You've been chasing after Katya for months and now that that old hag is yours, your flipping out on me." Your friend asked, taking on that classically bitchy tone and reminding you of his sparkling reputation.

Sometimes you really did have to convince yourself that Violet was actually a caring human being and not some humanoid from Transylvania who didn't give to shits, like fucking Frank n Furter.

"What if they hate me? Their fans are fucking insane and we've been dating for about 2 seconds... their gonna eat me alive." You sighed with a grimace on your face the entire speech.

You felt stupid for being so scared, Violet was right, you were finally with Katya and you should be proud and excited not sick to your stomach nervous and sweaty, that was already Katya's gig anyway.

Planting your palm to the top of your head, you groaned, scrunching your eyebrows. "They won't hate you. Your so disgustingly charismatic and likeable that even I fell for you." Paul teased, yanking your hand from your head and attempting to finish up your makeup while the both of you talked. You had missed your long conversations, you had been so wrapped up with Brian that Violet had been on sabbatical from his usual job of maintaining your social life and you hadn't hung around him as much as you would have liked to. That horrible bitch was your best friend after all.

"Yeah, well your mentally unstable, bitch." You snapped back, resorting to your usual jokes instead of allowing your friends reassurance to help you. Flicking your eyes up to Paul, his deep brown eyes gave you a wide and obviously disapproving expression, immediately cracking you. "No... your right. I know your right. I'm just nervous..." you sighed, looking down to your lap as you fidgeted.

"You have a tendency to do that lately..." Paul sighed, averting his eyes before looking back at you with a weak expression. "I'm not saying you shouldn't feel your emotions or whatever shit you think this anxiety is, but before Katya... the (Y/N) I know wouldn't have ever been this anxious. Your a bad bitch baby, and as much as I'm cheering for you and that crack whore... I can't help, but worry..." he explained, Paul's chin dropped and he was looking at you through his thick black lashes, a lock of his greaser type hair having fallen in front of his face.

Maybe Paul had a point, he knew you better than anyone else, but you cared about Brian and you wouldn't throw everything away for a little anxiety.

You only offered Violet a slow nod before pulling out your phone and busying yourself with a few unanswered emails, taking notice to the fact that there was much less to answer than you were used to.

Paul continued to work on your makeup, the both of you remaining completely silent. There was a weird tension between the both of you and you didn't like it at all. You trusted Violet above anyone else and you didn't wanna slip away from her just because things were a little different- people change! Sighing, you watched as a texted popped up from just the person causing your strife and your happiness.