Nothing But Perfect

Love Sick

Chapter Two - Love Sick

I grabbed my books and slammed my locker closed. okay, so only one more pieriod before lunch, that wouldnt be so bad, besides, Jax and Helena werent in my fifth period class, he was going to writting lab and her health. I scrammbled to Art just as the bell rang and sat next to Lillian.

She giggled, and said "heyhey! hehe, so what goes on?" i huffed and just looked at her and raised an eyebrow. she caught my expression and her smile fell. "what happend?" she asked, but of course, i couldnt tell Lil any of what i was really thinking, she was friends with Helena too. Even though i trusted her to not tell Helena of what i said about her, i didnt want Lil in an akward spot, trying to choose sides.

"Nothing much, just not my best day," i sighed. i crossed my arms over my sketchbook and started to doodle, losing myself in my thoughts. a giggle and a russle came from beside me and i looked up to find Kade standing behind us, covering Lillians eyes in a cute came of peekabo.

"Guess who," he smiled at her, and whispered into her ear. Lillian guessed every other possible person before turning around. Kade stooped down and met her on her lips for a cute peck before turning to me. He looked at me the same way that Jax did when he wes hugging Helena. i sighed and put my head down to work again. Lillian got up and pulled Kade over to the corner of the room, obviously asking him what was wrong with me. i could  hear you know people!!!

Lillian came back to the table after a couple of minutes and Kade left to go to class.

"What was that all about?" i mumbled.

"oh! that? that was nothing," Lil reassured me, "so, i hear that Jax is going out with Hel."

"yeah, i guess she is, i saw them in the hallway." i agreed. Lillian just looked at me with the same exact look both Jax and Kade gave me.

"WHAT IS WITH THAT LOOK!? everyone is giving it to me!? what did i do!?" i screamed.

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Jax P.O.V

I lumberd to the history room a couple minutes after the bell rang. Mr.Brodary looked at me with a sigh and got back to his lecture about next months project for writting lab. I claimed a seat near the back of the room and tuned out the class. Helena was being so freakin possessive she kept trying to show everyone that she was mine, in any way that she could. one minute we would be talking and the next kissing just as someone came around the corner and saw us. it was like she was trying to prove something to everyone. i astounded my self with my honesty. normally i would have just thought about her and physical traits and actually liked the constant kisses, but something was different with Helena. i had asked her out last night and we had gone to the movies. i had liked Helena for some time even during my relationship with Raine, and now she liked me back, but not before Ebony had told me she did too. Raine and I were cool now, she was dating Kael now, but Ebony was a different story. she was really nice, and a good friend but i just didnt think of her in the same way. i saw Helena as a girlfriend that is good for doing girlfriend stuff but i saw Ebony as someone i could confide in and tell the truth too. which one was bettter? i had no idea.

"Mr. Jax, care to join us in our conversation about the cotrovertial topic of the politcal understanding of racism?" Mr. Brodary asked me, his eyes saying, please tell me you were listing so i dont have to repeat this.

"oh, ummmm" i stutered, he just sighed and turned back to the powerpoint.

"I have to figure this thing out." i mumbled to myself, i sweapt my gaze over the room to see who was actually paying any attention incase we had an assignement on the topic, and met Alina's gaze across the room, she smiled, flipped her hair and winked.

Not again i thought.