Nothing But Perfect

Something, Then Nothing

Ebony P.O.V

i walked out of art class trailed by Lillian. she soon caught up to me and grabed my wrist to slow me down.

"Look, Eb, i think that were all just worried about you, thats all. we all know how much you like Jax, and well, we care. it doesnt like the best time to bring this up, but i kind of think that their going to be together a long time and i just want to help you get over him." Lillian spoke.  stoped in my tracks and looked directly at her.

" i get where your coming from, but i can take care of myself. i dont need people giving me these pity looks! and ill get over Jax when i get over him. Good things can never last. i think we all know that by now." i almost screamed.

"well, okay then, if you think so," Lil looked down at her feet.

"im sorry, i didnt mean to be rude," i whispered. "i just need time to think." and i raced off to my locker once again.

The rest of the day passed by in a flash. sooner than i realized i was stepping onto my bus with a sigh or relief. i was done for the day. no more holding back, i was the kind of person that didnt really like to cry or be emotional at school unless totally necassary. at home though, thats a different story. the bus rumbled off to a stop at the top of the driveway and i practically flew my way down to my front door, backpack swinging and all. i steped inside and was greeted by my favorite thing in the world, my puppy. we had recently rescued her from the downtown shelter and she was skitish at first but came around. She jumped up high and was spinning in circles at my feet. i reached down and picked her up, craddleing her in my arms. theres nothing better then being loved by your puppy, i can tell you that. i set her down at my feet and made my way to my room, throwing my back pack down in the living room as i went. reaching my bedroom i swung open the door and turned on my laptop. the three things i always do right as i get home

- Take off shoes, coat and backpack.

- Feed cat and dog

- Turn on computer and sign into AIM and Skype

I singed in and sat down at my desk, checking my new messages. One from Cassidy, Raine and oh, look at that Jax!

I squeeled with excitment! i never get a message from Jax unless he wants to know something about Raine of Helena.  I guess it could be one of those things but as i clicked on it it seemed different.

JSoccer412: Heyy, i need 2 tlk to u

eBoNyPoEt589: umm, yeah sure, what do u need?

JSoccer412: I just wanted to tell u, that i think we shouldnt tlk anymore. i get ur messages everyday, and i think it wuld be better if u layed off.

i was stunned by what he said, i didnt know he thought like that.

eBoNyPoEt589: oh, um, im sorry? i didnt know that this was an issue.

JSoccer412: yeah, well not that Helena and i r dating, i dont want you to upset her by talking to you, she might get jelous, just saying.

This made me mad. i cant believe that Helena would make him do such a thing! i wouldnt try and steal him! of course i still like him, but seriously thats low for me. she would be the one doing that.

i didnt know what to say to that so i signed off, and wept into my hands.