Nothing But Perfect

Fast Forward

just so were clear here, this no longer is based on actual events, i no longer care about "helena" or jax, but since everyone loved reading it ill keep updating! so sorry its been really long but ill update soon!

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*Kissing Jax was like kissing the sun. Warm, passionate, bright. His arms were around my waist and mine in his hair, runing back and forth. I dont really remember where we were, somewhere with lots of cheering and soft drinks, football game maybe. But what was funny was that it wasnt football season yet, wierd. The confusion was probably due to my lack of oxygen intake, because i just didnt want to let go yet.*

I desperatly tried to shake the dream. it was so realistic, i couldnt help wondering if it actually happend, but of course it didnt. it just left me with a renewed sense of desire and passion twoards him that i needed to shake.

The rest of the week passed by in a blur. I avoided all unecassary contact with Helena and Jax or Jalena, for their couple name. But when Music class came around (which i dredfully shared with Helena) i put on a fake smile and preteded to not notice her at all. She would talk to me and i would feign enthusiasm or just nod my head in response, but really, i didnt care.

I would always go home and go on AIM still, talking to my real friends, Lilith, Raine, Cassidy,  Meave, and Odette, but Jax and Helena would never talk to me really. When the weekend came it was like finally stepping into the sun after a long day inside. i had made plans to go to the movies with Raine and Kale, but i didnt really want to be the third wheel.  As i walked home i debated calliling off the plans, but i didnt have tool. A text from Raine buzzed in my pocket.

Srry, cnt go 2 movies 2night. Rain check?

i closed my phone and opened my front door. nobody was home today because mom and dad were working and my brother was still at school, not even the dog was home, she was getting groomed. i put my backpack higher up on my shoulder and grabbed my purse. i walked out the front door and into the seperate garage, where my car was parked. i hopped inside and started up.

the drive into town took about five minutes, and since it was such a dreary day outside with a few rain dropps falling every now an then, not many cars were on the road. i pulled in a tiny ally way that opend up to a large parking lot. i got our and looked up at the raining sky. seems to fit my mood  i thought. it was grey with a thin layer of clouds covering the sun to make it look like a dull ball of light in the sky. i huddled into myself and made my way into the town coffee shop. alot of the kids from school go here, but i was praying that i wouldnt see anyone. guess no one was listing to prayers today. i step in and am imediantly greated with the sence that someones eyes are on me. i lifted my head and looked around. it was the new kid Radley. he was looking right at me. wierd. i ignored the thought and got in line. after i grabbed my chocolate latte, i found a small table near the corner. i opened my backpack and took out my science textbook. i had to ace the next test, or fail science for the semester. i read at least four chapters and drank half my coffee before i heard the seat across from me being pulled back and someone sitting down. i lifted my head once again to meet Radleys eyes. he was the new kid, mysterious. a bunch of girls really liked him and seemed to all swoon over him but i never saw it until now. now looking at him close up i could see he soft green eyes, and black hair.  he really was quite attractive, what was he doing sitting across from me? what did he want?