سعود POV
We have been practicing for an hour and مصعب kept missing and apologizing. I knew he was sad. We are childhood friends after all. I wanted to ask him why and help him but all of our teammates are there so I didn't want to embarrass him
He went to the bathroom so I excused myself and followed him. I opened the door and found him washing his face so I asked him "are you alright?". He looked at me and gave me a sad smile and said. "Yeah.. it's just..." he started sobbing
"Hey. It's gonna be ok don't worry I'm here with you" I'm going to kill someone. I hugged him tightly to let him know that I'm with him. "Do you want to talk about it?" I asked softly. He was crying by now. "Yeah j-just wait" he told me. I kept hugging him for five minutes till he calmed down a little and said
"My dad is coming next week" oh.. shit "oh.. do you want to stay at my place? My mom loves you" I said to lighten the mood. He chuckled slightly and said "unfortunately. One of the reasons for him to come is to see his 'pretty daughter'" he said and I can see the tears in his eyes
The thing is. مصعب is trans, and his dad isn't really supportive. His parents got divorced when he was five and he hasn't seen his dad ever since. He's always 'busy traveling' and the only way for مصعب to communicate with him is by calling. مصعب refused to open the camera and said that he doesn't like it. or his dad should wait to see him personally. And oh shit none of us expected him to actually come
I can feel him shaking under my arms so I hugged him tightly "we can tell him that you died. Or maybe.. I don't know but we can find a way for you so don't worry about it". "Thank you سعود". He smiled "Anytime"
He started washing his face and I left the bathroom so no one suspect where we were. I know how hard it is for مصعب to open up about anything. He went to talk with diaz for what I'm guessing to go back to his home. Diaz allowed him and he was concerned. مصعب eyes were Buffy and red after all
I know that this conversation didn't end. We still have so much to talk about but I didn't want anyone to hear us and make مصعب uncomfortable
A جيوفينكو POV
oh... I wanted to use the bathroom but I heard someone crying so I stopped. And I regret that. Because I heard some of سعود and مصعب conversation. I felt bad. مصعب probably didn't want anyone to know that he is trans and i didn't respect his privacy. I hope that he can figure out what to do with his father. God. I fucking hate his father now
However I smiled a little at myself because my little sister is trans. And I miss her. She is still at Italy with my parents and it's been some time since I last seen her. However I stopped smiling when I realized that مصعب can't have supportive parents. A lot of people can't. And that's unfair
I don't really know if his mother is supportive. They didn't mention anything about her. but now I have this feeling to be مصعب supportive parents. Both mom and dad
I went back to training. I was with كاريلو then he said. "Do you know that ali and كنو are together!". "Everyone knows..". "HOW AM I THE LAST ONE TO KNOW". "Maybe because you're dumb?". "Haha funny" كاريلو kept a straight face
We played in silence for a while and then كاريلو said "awww look at them they are so in love". Pointing at Ali and كنو "Dude stop. All you talk about is them" I laughed. "How can I not talk about the way they look at each other and how happy they are together. I'm their biggest fan I'm planning their wedding already" كاريلو said and I left him because that's funny
"heyyy" I heard him whining behind me. I laughed and went back to him and we started practicing. Again.
*After one week* مصعب house
مصعب POV
I was getting ready to see my dad so I wore a dress and did my hair 'cuter' so he doesn't know that I'm a boy. I don't really need a fight anytime soon. My mom helped me and told me that she will always see me as her 'baby boy' no matter what. And I was very grateful for her
When I looked at myself in the mirror I didn't like what I look like. I mean.. I want to wear my binder as soon as possible. I hope today ends quickly. I checked my phone and سعود was texting me
S : when is he coming?
S : how long is he going to stay?
S : do you want me to be with you
M : I have no idea. And thank you سعود but I think I can manage that
M : I hope
S : you know he wasn't really a part of your life. So if anything goes wrong then fuck him his opinion doesn't matter
S : love you
M : love you too :)
( S = سعود / M = مصعب )
My sister called me and told me that she can come to make things less tense. but I know it's the time of her exams and college isn't easy so I assured her that I'm going to be alright
someone knocking the door. I wish I didn't know who they were. But I do. I started panicking for a little but remembered everything that my friends and family told me so I gathered my shit and opened the door
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AN
احس يحمس شوي يعني لو مو انا اللي مسوي الفانفيك كان تحمست وبغيت اعرف وش بيصير بالتشابتر الثاني
ايضا ٩٨٢ كلمه
