thoughts I shouldn't have.

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Why am I up at this unhealthy hour

having thoughts I shouldn't have?

why am I asking myself

what would happen if I were to die?

why am I wondering

if you can hear me cry

at the thoughts I shouldn't have

Why are these questions

stalking me

as if I were their prey?

All I can see

is a ghostly face

why won't it go away?

Powders and paint

can't seem to

hide the pain

of these thoughts I shouldn't have.

They haunt me in the night

And I've lost the will to fight

And Maybe I'll succumb

To These thoughts I shouldn't have?

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