"WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT? I am pregnant?!" - hindi ako makapaniwala, masyado asing mabilis ang mga pangyayari.
i tried to ask Jayson about this.....
"Jayson, I don't want to break our relationship, i love you and i need you."
"I wouldn't babe."
"Babe, what if I am pregnant? would you stay here with me?"
"Babe, what kind of question is that? that is so impossible."
"No babe! what if?"
"I dunno babe. I dunno."
nung sinabi niyang hindi niya alam, bigla akong nawalan ng gana na sabihin sakanya ang totoo, pero kailangan niya malaman eh... wala ako magagawa.....
"Babe, umiiyak kaba?" tanong niya sakin.
"Babe. :( I'm pregnant."
"WHAT?"
"Babe, I'm sorry. Don't leave me please?"
"Hindi pa ako ready nIca sorry."
that time was our graduation, iniwan niya ako habang nag di-dinner kami sa tabi ng function room, umiiyak ako nun, at hindi ko na kinaya umuwi nalang ako sa bahay at nagpahinga.
Kinabukasan...
tinawagan ko siya.
*calling babe*
"the signal cannot be reac, please try again later"
bakit nakapatay yung phone niya :(
"the signal cannot be reac, please try again later"
ayaw nangasiguro niya talaga :( sige titigil nako.....
i texted him.
"Bye babe, iLoveyou :*"
after 2 weeks, pinalaglag ko ang bata, masama yun pero no choice eh... masisira ang buhay ko at magagalit si daddy, ang tanging karamay ko lang sa pagpapalaglag ko ay si mommy.
"Mommy, It hurts me so much. I've waited along for that baby cause i thought jayson will love me more if we will have a baby :( but that baby caused us an unexpected break."
"Don't say that nica, everything will be alright. just move on. I'll ask your dad if we can migrate to U.S to have some fresh air and also to rest."
"No need mom, kaninang umaga nagsabi nako kay daddy and pumayag siya."
After 1 month, the day that nica and her family is ready to leave and go to U.S
"Nica, How's our baby? is she? or he? okay? sorry kung hindi ko nasasagot yung mga tawag at text mo ha? i've been busy namatay kasi si lolo. pero ngayon my time is all yours and for our baby. READY NA AKO."
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