There's nothing you've done with your life that'll ever change the way I hate you
I wasn't even meant to know what mental pain and suffering can make me do
You scarred me for life and that's sad as shit
But not as much as fighting with the things that you had imposed on me
This time I now it's alright, because your memory can't fuck up my night, anymore
Unless you walk in through that door
Then maybe I'll puke and feel butterflies
With all the thoughts coming back making me fantasize
Restraining, destroying my sanity
While I'm hoping, imploring not to loose my humanity
To this one person that destroyed my life once
Whom I can't look in the eyes without becoming a total dunce
Incapable of understanding or letting go
Of something that happened so many years ago
Without words to say or thoughts to share
I keep living with the mental and physical wounds I bear
And to the one who killed my vibe
I give you this final goodbye
Nobody else can make me feel like you do
With love but also a fuck you.
