Yasmeen<3
Sitting at the nice and put together dinner table in absolute silence is eating me up... I wanna say something I do, but what is there to say when change is obviously not gonna come for us... getting fed up I drop my fork on the plate looking up at him seeing an amused look on his face as if I'm a joke to him.
"You aight?" You seemed happy that I was the one to have your first child but, you don't treat me like it... Like what the fuck! You know I'm not from LA.... I don't have any family out here so I have no support system during my pregnancy and you said 'Don't worry about it... that you were the only love and support I needed'-."
Hearing myself say it out loud I let out a low bitter chuckle. If I knew what I was getting into none and I do mean none of this would be happening.... Don't drink kids...
"What the fuck happened to that Chris? I feel very alone..."
Shaking my head, I sigh feeling as though I'm not being heard... hearing his phone buzz automatically bad thoughts erupt in my mind. Rolling my eyes I say something about it.
"You answer every bitch so fast but when I text you the bitch who's holding your baby it's-." Texting еvery bitch? That's crazy. This my manager texting mе. It's cool though, Imma kill this drink and just wait downstairs for my ride to the airport. Cause I don't wanna make you more upset."
I hate niggas... manipulation is real... feeling bad that I let my mind take over my mouth I roll my eyes. Leaning back in my chair I start to rub my three month old bump. Watching him sip the last of his drink he sits back and looks me in my eyes. Getting up he heads over to me. Watching as he leans down rubs my stomach he starts talking to the forming fetus in my stomach.
"Bye baby, bye Lil baby. Daddy will be back soon... Aight I love you.... Damn alright then, Imma see you tomorrow night."
Nodding my head I watch as he leaves the front door locking it behind him. Sighing and putting my head in my hands I mutter a quiet bye cleaning the table.
(The next morning <3)
Waking up with a yarn I rub my eyes. Looking over at my phone as it reads 10:55 I sit up in the bed. Waking up all the way I head to the bathroom doing my morning routine.
Walking out the bathroom with my robe open and my lotion for my stomach I squeeze some out onto my hand and throughly massage it on my tummy. Walking to our shared closet and finding some cute pjs I put the on.
Getting settled into the bed after finishing everything I rub my tummy feeling a little hungry. Grabbing my phone getting ready to order food the door bell rings. Walking downstairs and going to open the door I see Deon standing at the door with food in one hand and a note with jasmine flowers in the other. Giving him a side hug I let him in.
Handing me the flowers and note he starts setting the food up on the table in the living room. Opening the note I start to read...
If only I could pay the bills with my love for you We'd be the richest in the fuckin' room, we'd be so comfortable Girl, it's only you for me, no lie, lie I'll drop what they offered They're not who I want them to be That's not an offer to me if you're around, baby When you ain't with me, you feel alone And I was wonderin' if you've always known?
You don't have to be perfect, I feel like it's worth it...
ALL MINE... Chrissy <3
