. My Spot .

[18-19]

Christian and I drove to his house in silence, I couldn't tell if he was mad that August kissed my hand or if it was all a façade. Knowing Christian he's most likely 100% mad.

I never understood why the 'dominant' person in the relationship is always mad at their significant other for something they had no control over. I don't really care that he's mad at me, it definitely turns me on so I have no complaints.

You could tell Christian had some things planned out in his head, his jaw was clenched and his knuckles were turning white from gripping the steering wheel too hard.

His shirt was halfway unbuttoned and his tie was loosely hanging around his neck. I was going to text Kori that I wasn't going to be home again but even the thought of just picking up my phone would probably piss him off.

There wasn't any music on or anything, I'm pretty sure he could hear the way my heart is pounding in my chest. I'm excited, usually, when being told that I was bad I'd get punished. The only type of punishment I've had was getting my phone taken for a month or two but this is Christian Chavez we're talking about here.

His brain is wired differently, he isn't my father although he does fit the daddy category quite well, he isn't going to take my phone for a month he's going to do whatever he's pleases to do.

I have no idea if Christian is the tough sadistic dominant type but he'd fit this role so well that it could be his whole career.

Uncontrollably I laughed at my own thoughts, can you blame me it was the only thing keeping me sane from the way he looks and smells.

"Something funny?" He asked in a tone that just screamed "I'm pissed off so shut the fuck up" understandable but no I won't shut up, I'm a disobedient brat after all or so says, Christian

"Just my thoughts," I said "Care to enlighten me?" he asked "Mm I don't know I think I'll just keep replaying August kissing my brown skin," I said, edging him. This is a dangerous game that only I can play and successfully win

"Oh, so he has a name?" He turned his head so his grey eyes are piercing into me. It was like he was burning me with every stare

"He does it's a shame I didn't get his number," I said "Mila, I'm not in the mood," He said "I'm sorry, I thought you were"

He glanced back at the road, I could tell we were close to the house which means I had only 5 minutes to think of an escape plan. I'm very good at disappearing, growing up with strict parents I had to learn how to sneak around.

Black people are very observant, they can hear your questions before you even ask it's like they have some kind of super abilities. If that's true where are mine? I could teleport or even be invisible.

Christian made a right instead of a left, just like my parents I am observant and this was not the way to his house

"Christian, where are we going?" I asked, "Sit back and just trust me, do you trust me?" He asked, "I do bu-"

"I'm not going to kill you, Mila"

I know I'm safe around Christian but the question is am I safe around wherever he's taking me. He could be taking me to a farm and I could get trampled by a bunch of animals

"Mila, you're fine, we're going to my house" It was as if he could read my thoughts, as a black female I gotta be cautious about where I am and where I'm going

"But your house is back there" I pointed out "I never said which house we were going to," He said

Only rich people would do this kind of shit man.
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