Vincent (boyxboy)

[5] La la la...

     Vincent was sitting on the stone railing of the outside hall of the kindergarten, while M was leaning on it casually. Smoke was surrounding them, matching cigarettes between their fingers. Vince wore a troubled expression on his face while he was searching for words, but whenever he was about to say something, he'd just occupy his mouth with the cigarette instead.

     M didn't seem to mind it, though. He just patiently let him take his time in finding the courage to speak. He noticed the gravity of the situation, so he just calmly stood by his side in silence, waiting for him to pour it out.

     "Victor kissed me." Vincent deadpanned at one point, flinching the moment he faced the fact himself. Actually talking about it with someone else made it even more real. 

     M's head snapped violently, his expression soon covered by a stone layer of calmness. But behind it, the scowl in his gaze was more than obvious, and his jaw was tightly clenched. His cigarette was being violently twisted between his slender fingers.

     "Did he?" he asked lightly, the tone of his voice emanating bitterness. 

     "And..." Vincent continued, gulping nervously. "And I kissed back." he finished unfocused. He wasn't aware of M's behaviour, being too busy recalling that one moment which might of changed his whole view on his sexual orientation.

   At that moment, the stone layer of calmness on M's face cracked in a matter of seconds, his expression turning straight up murderous.

     "Did you." he spoke trough clenched teeth, glaring daggers at Vincent.

     "It... It wasn't a kiss, we... Fuck, we basically tongue fucked each other's mouths, damn it! How the fuck did I let that happen!" he let out a shaky breath, bringing his cigarette to his lips once again. "What the hell am I supposed to do now?!" was his helpless question to his friend, who was supposed to console him. It was only when he turned his head to meet M's eyes that he realized the way his friend was glaring at him.

     M took in a deep breath, his whole negative attitude leaving on his breath's trail as he sighed. He then just shrugged, resuming his laid back position.

     "M! Help me out a little!" Vincent whined, tugging the sleeve of his friend's over sized KoRn hoodie. M just shook his hand off and grabbed another cigarette, bringing it to his lips and lighting it up. "Why are you being so grumpy! Are you homophobic or something?" Vince asked, glaring at him.

     "That's.. that's just ironic of you to ask." he scoffed, blowing smoke in his face. Vince just snorted in response. "Meh. If you want my opinion on all this, well... I think you should experience some more before jumping in his arms... I mean you could be just curious and if you end up realizing you're not into penises, he's gonna be all sad and heart broken." he spoke monotonously.

   "Experience? I mean yeah, sure, I'll just go around the city screwing guys to check my sexual orientation, big deal." Vince commented back dryly. 

     "I meant gay porn. Or Danny Worsnop pictures. Actually, the latter could fool anyone into going gay, so don't fully trust yourself on those." M sighed dreamily in a joking manner, making Vincent erupt in a fit of laughter. "That, or... you could just experience on someone trust worthy and smoking hot." he continued seductively, standing up and walking in front of Vince, placing his arms around him on the stone railing. 

     "You're right, I bet Alex wouldn't mind..." Vince murmured teasingly, a goofy grin on his face.

     M pouted jokingly, then his eyes were stolen by the entrance of the yard the moment he heard the gate open. And sure enough Victor, Alexander and M's group were making their way towards them. But M didn't move from his position close to Vincent.