Bound

Chapter 5

H. Alex. S. S.

  The next day after a night of partying is usually a time for resting. Riley and I got so wasted last night it's ridiculous. I'm not much of a drinker myself because my family is full of alcoholics and seeing how it affected them as I grew up turned me away from it. I do still indulge sometimes though. Mainly on special occasions and my bestie's solar return was definitely something to celebrate and cut loose for. Especially seeing as I don't get out much recreationally. Ever since I was young, I've stayed to myself for the most part when it came to letting people in and get close to me. Social interaction is one of my favorite things which may seem contradicting, but I must say, I do have slightly severe trust issues. Letting people get too close to me is not an option. I have to protect me and my peace at all costs.

  I sighed deeply and turned onto my side. The soft duvet folded between my legs as I sank deeper into the cool silk sheets and memory foam mattress that is my bed. My soft hair fell partially onto the side of my face, but I couldn't find the energy to care or to move it out of my face. It blocked the sunlight out of my eyes too so that was a plus. One of the perks of having thick, curly hair, I guess. The fan blew cool air over me as I continued to lay in bed and think. I tried to quiet my mind so that I could rest once more, but soon Master Aaron made his presence known in my head and I knew then that I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep. I groaned loudly and rolled over onto my back staring up at the ceiling. Thoughts of that night at the club invaded my space and completely took over. My body started to heat up as I began to reminisce, and I felt a chill go down my spine as I closed my eyes and imagined Master Aaron kissing down my body once more. Somehow the feeling of his lips on my shoulder felt so real and I found myself leaning into the pillow next to me in order to feel something against my heated skin. The urge to pee came suddenly, but I held it in as I continued to hear the dirty words Master Aaron whispered to me. Tales of all the nasty, terrible things he would do to me and my body. I squeezed my legs together as a tingle shot up my spine and butterflies filled my stomach.

  I writhed in the bed as my hands began to gently caress the soft flesh of my belly, trailing up to my erect nipples. I rubbed the pad of my thumb against the taut flesh and gasped as a shot of pleasure rushed through me. My pierced nipple felt electric, and I craved more of my touch. I brought my other hand up to my left breast and massaged it in my palm as I continued to play with the barbell in my flesh. I was so hot, and even the slight breeze washing over me from the fan wasn't helping to cool me down. I bucked my hips up desperately needing some type of friction from something, but all I was met with was empty space and then the covers on top of me. I dropped my hips back down to the surface of the bed dejected and panting softly. 

  The need to pee was brought back to my mind almost immediately and was stronger than the initial urge so I jumped out of bed, almost getting tripped up on the comforter, and rushed to the bathroom. Once I sat down and began to use it, I sighed deeply in relief and started taking deep breaths. From the combination of holding it for that long and then rushing to the bathroom, not to mention my arousal that didn't get properly tended to, my lungs were empty. I leaned over and let my head fall into my hands as I sat. "What am I doing?" I muttered to myself. After wiping myself and flushing the toilet, I washed my hands in the sink and began my morning routine. My morning routine was usually very simple. Sometimes it only consisted of brushing my teeth, but sometimes I would do my liquid face wash and follow up with a face wipe. That's what I did this morning. After rinsing my face off with cool water, I looked up in the mirror at myself as water dripped down my cheeks and smiled. I felt good about today. 

  Turning around, I clapped to turn the lights off and walked back into my bedroom and straight to the closet, deciding to let my face air dry. My room was pretty big and spacious seeing as I am what people would call a "spoiled brat". Luckily, I don't act like it, but I do have a lot of things. The entire floor of my room was covered in fluffy white carpet, the kind that you'd only get if it were a rug, but I wanted my entire floor like that, so I got it. I had a four poster California King sized bed with rainbow colored, sheer sheets surrounding it on all sides. This definitely made me feel like a princess and I loved it. The whole left side of my room were glass windows that had a beautiful view of the tall skyscrapers, and the bustling streets of the city below. My room was ornately decorated with crystals and different types of dreamcatchers and other spiritual decor. That's the main reason my sheets around my bed are rainbow colored. To signify the 7 chakras. People nowadays usually associate the rainbow with the LGBTQ+ community, but I know what it originally stood for. It means a lot to me for both reasons though because although I am spiritual, I'm in tune with the rainbow for those reasons as well.