Yea haven't u ever thought that like the people who write like so much into this is like completely grammer correct and all that fancy words even u hav to like search the manuscripts of old English to litrelly find the the other word to call a person "stupid".....
Yea cuz i k a person just like that and i literally like literally have to keep a dictionary near me whn ever i hav to talk with her but the hard part just begun shes multi lingual (smart ass knows many languages) hence i need a Hindi - English - Urdu - Tamil - Malayalam Dictionary. Sometimes she just understands that i didn't even get a single word she said and hav to just explain the rocket science she said in some complete diff way.
I made this whole introduction to talk to one person who hurt me ( & blocked me in several ways)
Its not you who hurted me
Do u ever thing u can actually hurt me????
I left u at the station with a smile and asking u to keep smiling whn i walked away from u (actually rode away) u can't hurt me dude it's like a punch only whn u don't foresee it ull get hit and hurt i expected this like months ago and I've been asking u too i never go wrong babe
Even if mine takes a loot of time to get proved i still am right in many ways
I was very sure about how ur mom would react and how things would come out i k that this was a suicide mission and still came so that i could spend atleast a min with u even if i didn't come for this wedding we might hav seen ourselves else where and the same whole bull crap will happen and ull write that whole msg for me
Maaan typing is so hard whn u wanna talk like the way i talk see how many times i hav to type talk just to talk to u in a talking way (5)
Words never hurt me cuz i k what will come out out it and i actually don't give words much value it's just vibration made my ur throat vagina whn air is passed
But actions are the ones which hurt
Especially when everyone chooses silence imagine being surrounded by 118 people in a closed compartment with two slices of ass cheek space and really annoying loud sounds with bright lights and none to distract the thoughts ur really trying to suppress. I never walked out of that house the moment i noticed all of ur behaviour changes is cuz i hav the duty to make sure u all reach home safe. U guys are adults i dont give a FK bout u but chotu is the reason i was there and even she chose silence.....and i wasnt allowed to hold the bags or even wait till ur auto came and the way she just pushed me off..... Actions do speak louder than words
Anyways I'm not tormenting you or anything with what I'm saying ik just openly talking to u cuz that's what we do whn we hav a fight we talk it out we find ways to solve most of the issues we hav with ourselfs and make each of us the better of ourself
I cant hate u or be an unforgiving creature what did u think im a human ??
Dude even in ur contact list and much of the others are named as *Martian/Physco* so it's is and will never be u who hurt me cuz u will not..... Get that in ur tatti brain #
Now for the fact i skipped the whole days meal cuz i was in shock and wanted to just doze off and i thought that if i skipped a meal and i would just magically fall unconscious and never wake up but my fat cells had other plans
I ate a Felafel on the way back 2 actually yea it's kinda near the junction like 10kms maybe idk
The only thing im hurt is that whn we hav a issue we talked to eachother and find comfort but here........
I still haven't and will not block u form any of anything
Cuz ur still a part of me and always will be
Try to cry it out or Burn it or stab something and vent out that anger cuz babe it's a real headace
I'm never ever gonna choose to leave u cuz girl ur my responsibility and mine alone
I actually wanted to tell u everything......
I'm still the same over here just not working for the Chennai team yea i left from there and I've applied for like many and still applying i still will keep all my words we talked and will let u k all my updates in some or the other way
If u wanna completely move me thn let me k I'll do that
U still hav me connected in telegram this Wattpad pintrest linkdin and the smaller stuff
I always respect ur decision cuz respect comes before feelings
Uk i always play safe in chess cuz i don't play to win i play to make sure all reach home safe to their family
Even after a 10000 years if u come back to my place well hav cold cornflakes (If still corn i produced and the view i promised u
I may not be a word keeper not cuz i wanted cuz i forget
U are hands down the best thing in my life ever and just cuz ur not physically with me i copied ur mental data and created an ai version of u to bring u into a physical form i needed ur dna hence i wanted ur hair 😂😂😂
Perks of being an overthiker can predict everything
I'm still gonna try hard for u this is just one small hudrle for me
Nothing's changed its just us not telling how our days spend
If that's how it's shld be thn let it be I'm not the one in the whole control
I'm in pezhakapalli btw for sis ka and I'll write u every 2 days if u wanna read and uk or else too I'm fine
I still love u and will always do
I never expect u too
