I Liked You : Drafted

Part 2

Okay. I'm going to sound crazy when I say this. I promise I'm not.

I'm also going to try my best to not be an [REDACTED].

I caught feelings for you, and I don't regret them at all.

But it's weird because I've never been in a situation where I've caught feelings for someone.

Until Now. I don't know what to do with them except to tell you, because the only two things I have right now are honesty and a heart that is bigger than my brain.

And I don't know much about the consequences or the repercussions about what I'm doing, whether or not you'll feel the same way.

But I don't really give a [REDACTED]. I like you. I know that I like you.

You're the only guy I've talked to for the last 90 days for a reason.

Because I [REDACTED] want YOU.

HOLY [REDACTED] HOW HARD IS IT TO UNDERSTAND THAT. Sorry. Got a little excited.

I want you to feel the same way, sure. I would love for you to feel the same way. But if you don't, the world keeps spinning and life goes on. So should I.

I'm trusting you with this. Trusting you with my heart.

I don't know if you're going to take it or not, my heart, that is. I hope you do.

But, nobody wants a broken heart, and nobody likes rejection.

So if you're going to reject me, do it now so I can get over it sooner.

I know what I'm worth, [REDACTED].

I'm wife material. Not girlfriend material. Not FWB material.

I'm not just "some girl from Tinder."

I'm better than that.

I'm worth more than that.

I hope you know that.

If you don't see that, then I don't think you deserve me.

I don't want to [REDACTED] around with you. I want something real.

I want you to give me that.

I want you to figure out what the [REDACTED] you want with me.

Because I'm tired of pushing with no response.

I'm tired of thinking that something is between us when there might not be.

I'm tired of getting my hopes up that you'll text me back, that you'll actually want to spend time with me.

I'm tired of waiting for satisfaction.

With Love,

Ace