Have you experienced feeling alone when surrounded by people?
So ironic, right? 'Yung tipong kahit ang daming tao sa paligid mo, feeling mo mag-isa ka pa din.
I even tried changing to fit myself to any social circle, pero napagod lang ako.
I still felt left out. I felt empty.
Feeling ko inubos ko masyado sarili ko. Kasi all this time, nabuhay ako para sa iba. Not until I realize, isang kahibangan pala ang bagay na 'yon.
Totoo pala talaga na the more people you let in your life, the more lonelier you will be. I tried to be friends with all, pero in times of need, I can only lean on myself.
Lately, pampatulog ko ang pag-iimagine na nasa isla ako. But the weird thing is that,
I felt at peace. Contented. Happy. Kahit mag-isa ako sa imagination na 'yon, I felt complete.
No pretentions. No hesitations.
No man is an island, sabi nila. Pero ako, being alone in a place away from people who hurts you is a beautiful escape.
A liberating one.
Kung saan ka pwede mapag-isa, doon ka malaya. I always long for that haven where I can redeem myself from being broken for so many reasons. I want to pick every pieces of me.
BINABASA MO ANG
Random Thoughts
Randomout of the blue thoughts that came out from my pabibo mind i'm not forcing you to read but if you want some advice? just send a letter to me with regards of your concern ( except ofcourse with financial matters HAHAHA).
