His Assistant

What happened?

The beeping sound echoed in my head, I tried my best to open my eyes but my body won't let me, a sudden pain engulfed my head, I tried to hold me head but I couldn't,

Chris: "look her hands just moved"

I heard his sweet voice echoed, I called out to him but he didn't reply, I called out once again but he didn't reply, I tried once more but began to sob, what was happening to me, where was Chris, why can't I move or see,

"It happens, the body tends to twitch sometimes...but talking can help....sometimes they hear you...."

I heard another voice, at this point I was scared, then I felt a warmth in my hands, it felt like Chris' hand, so i squeezed it tightly, I could see and I couldn't see him but I had to try something,

Chris: "that's right baby....I'm here....I just need you to open your eyes for me okay....I'm sorry...."

He began breaking down, I could hear his sobs, what was going on why was he sorry, Chris wasn't one to show much sorrow,

Chris: "I should've told you how much I loved you...not loved...I love you....I'm sorry I didn't tell you....I was just waiting for the right time...even though I knew I did long before...I just......I wanted everything to be perfect for you..."

I felt like I lost my breath, then there was a rapid beeping,

Chris: "what's wrong?"

I heard him shouting, the other voice became started to fade, I felt a electric pain  on my chest, then I saw a bright light.

I flew up, I tried to open my eyes all I was in a hospital room, a few more seconds when my eyes adjusted to the light, I looked around there were doctors around me, I looked down seeing my chest exposed, I covered myself with the blanket, i brought my legs up to my chest in fear, I nervously searched the room for a familiar face, then my eyes meet the blue ones but they were teary, under his eyes were dark like he hadn't slept for days, I hadn't seen this side of him,

Y/n: "Chris..."

He made his way quickly to my side, he wrapped his arms around me, I calmed down when I felt his touch, I groan when I felt a sudden pain in my head,

Chris: "what's wrong?"

Y/n: "what happened?"

He pulled away but stood by my side, the doctors started explaining to me that a semi truck drove pass a stop light and hit my jeep, I had a head injury, a fractured arm, two broken ribs and a few bruises on my face,

Doctor: "you've also been in a coma for 1 month"

He added, my eyes widen, did he just say one month,

Y/n: "you're joking....I just....I just saw you....we just left the studio...."

I looked over to Chris, he looked at me with sympathy in his eyes,

Chris: "babe I'm sorry....but..."

Y/n: "do my parents know..."

Chris: "I'll get them...."

The doctors explained that they were going to keep me here for a few more days just for observation, they also explained a little more details on my injured then my parents came in,

Doctor: "I'll give you some time with your family"

I hugged my parents, both of them cried in my arms but I didn't, I was still trying to wrap my head around everything that had happened, my parents talked for a while and dad talked about uncle rob coming to see me,

Y/n: "how long have you been here?"

Mom: "for a mouth...Chris called us and got us on the first flight out...."

I looked over to Chris talking to my dad, my dad seemed emotional then Chris hugged him,

Mom: "we've been staying at your home..."

I looked back over to my mom,

Y/n: "my home..you mean...at Chris' house..."

Mom: "he said it was both of you..."

aAfter a while of talking to my parents they were going to leave to get some rest, they gave me a hug then left.

Soon I was left alone, Chris walked my parents out, I looked down at my arm and saw writing all over my cast, it was notes, signed by Chris with everything that was going on I didn't even notice it,

"You're here but I miss you -C"

"I miss seeing your beautiful eyes -C"

"I can't be without you -C"

"I love you-C"

Then I remember hearing Chris say he loved me before I woke up,

Chris: "I wrote it down just incase I wasn't here and you woke up.."

I moved to the other end of the bed making room for him to lay down,

Y/n: "tell me what happened..."

Chris: "the doctors told you..."

Y/n: "no...everything that happened for the last month...what my parents have been through....what you have been through..."

Chris: "babe you don't have to...."

Y/n: "please...."

He explained that both my parents left there jobs to stay here, uncle rob promised dad a job when I was better, Chris wasn't shooting,

Y/n: "why?"

Chris: "what if you woke up....and I wasn't there..."

Y/n: "you stayed here for the entire month?"

He told me that he couldn't bring himself to leave unless it was to do something for me,

Y/n: "like what?"

Chris: "financial stuff..."

Y/n: "like..."

When I was stable Chris paid for me to get into a private hospital where he and my parents could visit me anytime,

Y/n: "you paid? Why?"

Chris: "listen to me...listen to me clearly...getting you back was all that matter....That money meant nothing....your comfort, your care was all that mattered....I wanted to make sure you were 100% taken care off"

He told me about how my parents were his emotional support, my mom made sure he ate and showered, my dad took care of stuff around the house, they made it easier for him.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and my head on his chest,

Chris: "we'll talk tomorrow...I love you..."

He kissed my forehead, as much as I wanted to say it back, the doctors did say even though I was in a coma but body would be tired and that's exactly what was happening, I couldn't stay awake any longer.