𝓒𝓻𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 ⁽ᵒⁱᵏᵃʷᵃ ᵗᵒᵒʳᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

8

I decide to unpack alittle more before going to the park. As I unpack a box full of books I come across something I haven't seen in a while.

"Oh wow my Bible.. I haven't opened you in ages."

I open the Bible to a random page.

Genesis 2:24
Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother and shall cleave unto his wife and they shall be one flesh.

I sigh, Tooru and I talked about getting married. We were even engaged. He never got around to getting a ring though. A man leaves his father and mother to start a new life with his wife. We tried to not give into the flesh but we ended up sleeping together before we were married obviously. At first I wanted to wait and so did he but things happened and happened again. I used to be real into my Christianity but it's more like a memory now. I know s/n is my miracle and God must have a plan if he gave me s/n. I'm just not sure what his plan is or if I'm ready for it. Tooru and I should be married due to the circumstances but my wounds still hurt.. and he's long gone. Do I love him? Of course.

I close my Bible and place it back in the box.

"Let's get some fresh air."

I decided on taking s/n to the park that I went to as a kid.

-at the park-

"Are you excited?"

He nods from his car seat.

"Yay we're here~"

I turn off the car then get s/n out of his car seat. He has Al the Alien in his grasp.

"Honey leave Al in the car. We don't want him getting dirty."
S/n wines as I take his stuffed alien putting it in his car seat.

"Come on, look at the slide! You want mommy to slide you down it?"

S/n nods looking at the slide. I take his hand and we head to the slide.

"Weeee~" I slide him down making sure I have a good hold on him.

S/n giggles "Again!"

Obeying my prince I slide him down once again. He giggles. He scoots off the slide and runs to the swings. I'm right behind him chasing him which causes him to giggle.

"I got cha!" I wrap my arms around s/n and pick him up.

"F/n??"

At my name I look up to see—

"H-Hajime.."