𝓒𝓻𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓟𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 ⁽ᵒⁱᵏᵃʷᵃ ᵗᵒᵒʳᵘ ˣ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⁾

21

Once home I put s/n down for a nap.

With a sigh I plop my self onto the couch.

"I guess we will have lunch later than usual."

I take out my phone and look at my apps. I see the Facebook app has many notifications. I have a face book but I rarely use it. I click on it with the intention of deleting requests. As I go through my notifications I delete each one. I then look at the friend requests.

I smile seeing Daichi and Suga so I accept them. Hajime doesn't do Facebook so there's no sign of him. My smile turns to a frown at the next name I see.

N-No way..

Oikawa Tooru.

I recall Tooru isn't a big fan of Facebook and is more into instagram so I'm not sure if this is legit. I hesitate and just leave it be but don't delete it.

"Ill delete it later."

I look through my apps again and spot instagram. Tooru and I shared a account when we were together and I never got around to deleting it I just simply left it.

"I'd rather not relive my heartbreak."

I don't want to see photos of us together because it just opens old wounds.

"Maybe I should delete the apps all together." Sighing I decide to leave Facebook but delete instagram.

I lay down onto the couch and look up to the ceiling.

"Is Hajime right? Of course he is.. it's not right to keep s/n from his grandparents.. as well as his father. I'm probably never going to see Tooru again and the chances of running into his mom or other family members is slim to none right? As long as I'm not faced with them I don't have to tell them.. Hajime is carrying my burden which I feel bad about but hopefully he really won't tell anyone."

Groaning I cover my face with my hands.

"Things are getting confusing already."

I take my phone and decide to text Daichi.

Can we talk?

A few minutes later he texts back.

Sure thing, I'll call you.

Daichi calls and I can't help but feel more relieved. I decide to tell him what's on my mind and by the time I'm finished I feel I've talked to much.

"Well it's good you got things off your chest and gained your best friend back. Do you want my opinion?"

I bite my lip but say yes.

"Yes."

"Alright, I think you should consider telling Tooru about s/n. You just put a huge weight on Iwaizumi's shoulder and he might not be able to bare it. He's right about a lot things, I know it's not what your wanting to hear but you've been carrying this weight for too long."

After Daichi's advice I stay silent. I'm not upset with him for his opinion I'm more upset with my self because deep down I feel both him and Hajime are right. My mom has told me similar things too.

"What if Tooru breaks s/n's heart?"

Daichi sighs "S/n's heart or yours?"

I swallow hard and keep silent.

"... I need some time to think. Thank you for listening to my problems. Thank you for the advice. I have a lot to think about."

Daichi lets out a breath. "I admit I thought my opinion would upset you."

I chuckle "oh it does, it gives me something to think about too. I'll talk to you later Daichi."

"Alright, take care." With that he hangs up. I sigh and place my phone on the coffee table.

"Guess I can unpack some more and think at the same time."

Sitting up I go to the nearest box and let my mind wonder as I put things away.

This situation just keeps getting more complicated.