Kinnporsche ║Oneshots

❀ Night after (Kimchay)❀

When Porchay came home late at night, he was feeling miserable, his brother had boldly lied to his face and P'Kim, who meant so much to him, was involved in the whole thing. Chay couldn't explain why no one trusted him, he was young but he wasn't stupid.

Unsure what to think, he entered the house, he saw from a distance that the light was still on, but figured that he had simply left it on before he was captured. When he entered the living room and found a sleeping person on his couch, he was about to scream, but then recognized that it was Kim.

For a brief moment he was happy to see him, thinking he looked incredibly adorable while sleeping so peacefully, but quickly remembered his frustration.

"You have no right to be in my house," he said loudly and in a strong tone of voice. Kim snapped out of his sleep, his grip automatically going to the gun on his belt, but when he realized that Chay was standing in front of him, he quickly lowered it.

"Get out," Chay shouted, pointing to the direction of the door. Kim took a few steps toward him, the guilt reflecting on his face. "Please Chay, listen to me first."

"No, I don't want to listen to anything else you have to say," he yelled back, he was furious, but most of all, he felt betrayed. "You don't even like me, am I wrong? You just used and fooled me."

Kim wanted to walk up to him and embrace him, but Chay pushed him back," just stay the hell away from me." Tears start to stream down his little cheeks, he didn't want to cry, not in front of Kim and confirm his belief that he was weak. So he turned away and ran up the stairs and loudly slammed his bedroom door.

Annoyed, Kim ran a hand through his hair; all this was not going according to his plan at all. But he shouldn't have been surprised, considering that Chay was known to disrupt all of his plans. In the very beginning, he wanted to get information about Porsche, to have something powerful in his hands against the rest of his family, but how could he resist that charming smile and that shy giggling.

He admired Chay for how straightforward he had confessed his love to him and how he wasn't afraid to say it over and over again. Kim had not intended to say it back, they lived in different worlds and whatever he would do, it would only bring Chay sorrow. Now it was too late, he knew about Kinn and Porsche, about the Mafia and also who Kim really was.

For a while he stood in the living room undecided what to do, should he have followed Chay's wish? Disappear from his life forever? It would have been the right thing to do, but why did the pain of this thought burn itself into Kim's heart so much that he considered it impossible?

His legs carried him, almost by themselves, up the stairs where he stopped in front of Chay's room entrance. Of course it was locked, not like that would stop him. But he should at least try to act like a normal person for once.

Kim knocked timidly on the door, so gentle that he was afraid chay hadn't overheard it, so he knocked again, calling out chay's name. No answer came from the other side, but he had expected nothing else. For a few more minutes, he tried to talk to him, asking him to open the door, but silence remained the only response. Groaning, he finally pulled a wire out of his pocket and began to tamper with the lock.

A few seconds later the door opened without any problems and Kim entered after informing Chay about it. Chay was curled up in his bed with his face buried in his knees, not even looking up as Kim approached him.

He stopped in front of the his bed before carefully settling himself on the edge. "Listen to me Chay, I know you're a little confused right now by everything that's happened, but your brother only wanted the best for you," he started to speak, but Chay who lifted his head indignantly and glared at him, interrupted. "Don't start talking about my brother right now, I want an explanation why you hurt me like that?"

His tone, which was upset at the beginning, became sadder and more depressed towards the end. The sight hurt Kim, he wanted to hug Chay, stroke his hair and tell him that everything would be okay, but he knew that Chay wouldn't let him.

Kim cleared his throat," Then listen to me until i have finished." Chay just nodded, but didn't look at Kim anymore, the sight of him was far also too painful for him. "I started teaching you to play guitar because I wanted to find out some information about your brother, I was looking for ways to be close to you to get into your home. But all I found in my search was the realization that you are wonderful person. I started to feel bad and to distance myself from you, but you didn't let it happen, you kept talking to me. I knew from the beginning that you liked me and admired me, but I never expected that you would have the courage to tell me. Someone like me shouldn't fall in love, it only brings problems and gives my opponents a weak spot. I wanted to run away as long as it was still too bearable, but the moment I saw Tawan in front of you with a gun, I thought to myself that I really love you very much and that I couldn't bear to live in a world without you."

Chay's sobs suddenly became louder and in the next moment Kim felt two arms wrap around him from behind. He buried his head in Kim's neck and whimpered," I was so scared P'Kim." He did not specify what his statement referred to, but all that mattered to Kim was that Chay approached him.

He turned around in his arms and put one arm around him while he ran his free hand over Chay's hair. Slowly he leaned his own forehead against Chay's and whispered," it's going to be okay, I'll never leave you alone again."

"Prove it to me," Chay demanded.

The corners of Kim's mouth lifted a bit as he understood what Chay wanted him to do," whatever you wish."

Gently at first, he placed his lips on the younger's, careful as if he was afraid Chay would break under him. But Chay wasn't that sensitive, he was the one who grabbed Kim's hair, pressing his body even closer to the other's and intensifying the kiss.

Kim was surprised at first, but eventually returned the kiss with just as much passion. Kissing Chay felt beautiful, so light and warm and yet showed how much they needed each other.

When they broke away from each other, Kim whispered, "I love you Chay, so much," and out of joy to hear that, Chay pulled him right into the next kiss.