𝟒 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐳 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲

𝟒.𝐲.𝐞.𝐨. | 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦

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"𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐦"

poet and i sat outside in his car just talking about anything i noticed most of our personal talks were shared in his car it was one of my favorite things to do with him.

"why you call yourself psycho? you not psychotic to me" i asked him randomly

"that's cus ion ever show you that side ian never been given a reason to show you that but when me and tino was growing up i had a lot of anger and was always fighting member when i told you i always used to be in shit?" he asked making me nod

"beside me fighting which i did a whole lot like when i fought i was aiming to kill yo ass i enjoyed fighting but also me and tino was robbing folks back in highschool. niggas started calling me psycho after i fought a nigga and ultimately ending up running him over" he shrugged making me bust out laughing

"you're so nonchalant that's not funny but it is" i said still laughing making him laugh

"you're sick" he started to chuckle before he stopped making the car go silent

"i'm not psycho..." he said softly looking into my eyes

the energy shifted and i could tell something was starting to bother him. i felt bad because i didn't know if i caused the energy shift.

"...i never said you were" i responded back

"is that why you don't like being called that?" i asked

"yeah ian the same wild angry ass kid i used to be i grew up i been tryna do better for myself, i feel like that name holds me back but at the same time it makes me who i am. with y'all specifically you it's different but when i'm out and niggas see me they know me as psycho the crazy nigga known for doing wicked shit"

"that's not true" i shook head

"that name doesn't define you i don't care what you say if you tryna change which i obviously see that you are that name is only going to keep your past tied to you. the only way you'll truly be able to move forward if you take that name away from your image. you're not psycho so you shouldn't accept being called that" i told him munching on my chicken nuggets

"forever in my eyes you gon always be my doodabutt but you're poet before anything that's who you are that's who you're parents named you, you see all of us call you it why would let niggas onna street call you a personality disorder? that wasn't something you came up with yourself that's something people labeled you as and you're not that." i told him

"you right"

"i know i am but i'm so serious i mean what i say"

"that name has a negative connotation behind it when you think about a psycho you think positively or negatively?" i asked him

"negatively" he said lowly

"okay then nothing about you is negative don't attach yourself with negative shit" i said eating some fries

"you sexy"

"boy i'm literally stuffing my face"

"i'm talking about how you talking to me hurry up so i can show you something"

"boyyy eat your food" i waved him off

"i'm serious"

"you always tryna sex me get help"

"i be tryna chill then you go and do real nigga shit then i gotta fuck to show you how much i understand you"

"imma real nigga dooda?"

"real ass nigga baby" he nodded

"why you call me that anyways?" he asked

"honestly it came to me in a dream and i liked it because nobody really calls their person dooda so i just decided you my doodabutt plus you'on like being called stink so it worked out anyways" i shrugged

"i'm yo person?" he asked me

"mmhm i feel like i can be my weirdo self with you don't get me wrong i love tino that's my bestie but with you it's different even when we first met i felt kinda connected to you, you're my safe space i know i'm good when i'm with you" i told him making him turn away from me smiling

"awee nah lemme see" i turned his face back towards me

"so handsome don't hide your smile"

"stop bro" he said lowly

"you my person too i tell you more shit than anyone else you're easy to talk to ion feel judged with you and you know all the right things to say. you make me feel good." he said making me blush

"awe shucks stop it i'm blushing" i said playfully making him laugh

"so goofy"

"i don't know why but something putting it on my heart to tell you i love you" i said

"i love you too shawty" he said back almost instantly making my heart flutter

"you foreal or for fake?"

"i'm dead the fuck foreal"

my favorite thing about him was his ability to be playful he could have you laughing at anything even though half the time he was so serious

"this why we locked in twin" i held my hand out for him to dap me up

"you done eating?" he asking dapping me up

"yes sir" i nodded

"come on so we can go in the house"

oh he was serious purrrr

"waitttt lemme throw my trash away" i opened the car door going to his garbage can opening it up with a napkin before i tossed my food bag in

"hmm baby go unlock the door" he handed me his keys

love it when he call me baby it just sounds so good

another one i'm handing these updates out like candy & thank y'all for 1k i love youuuuu🫶🏾🫶🏾
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byeee💕-mo
6/12/2022