MY EYES ADORE YOU | TAEGYU

6.

── i left san with an undecided answer and went back over to my friends. it felt weird to me that san, after barely getting to know each other and him hearing me sing once, wants me to join his band without any recollection.

even so, i brush that idea away from my mind as i push my hair back with my hands and digs both elbows into the table; my hands curled in my red locks.

"oi, tae. why the distressed face? what did san tell you?" yeonjun asked me after he smacked my back twice. i peak through the curtains of my bangs and stare at the blond.

"do you guys think i sing good?...good enough to be in a band?" i as without technically answering yeonjun's question. both males look at each other and then back at me.

"um, well. Sorry to break it to you, tae but...you're to shy to ever sing in front of us,"  hueningkai expresses with a quivered lip with his teeth digging into his lips.

"you're right. i suck at singing..." i automatically call out myself before sliding my arms onto the table and resting my forehand upon my arms. god, why am i even thinking about joining? i should go to their concert first...

hueningkai and yeonjun stay in silence probably wondering why i brought up that question in the first place while i continue to think about how im going to tell them about gyu..

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i pace around my apartment, thumb in my mouth, waiting without patience for guy's arrival. my heart was pounding, my hands were sweating, my mind was blurry; i was in trouble.

the moment gyu walks through those doors and starts living with me...i know i'm going to lose my shit of it. but i am also excited to punch him in the face for abandoning us, specially me.

i stopped pacing the room as soon as i heard the door knock. my heart stopped beating for a moment and my eyes widened; like a ghost walked past me and i felt it. nonetheless, i gulp my nervousness and inhale with courage before reaching for the door and twisting the knob open, to find gyu with two backpacks and a bags of chips.

"taehyun!" he yells out before dropping everything inside my apartment and latching onto me like a koala.

i take a few steps back after feeling the impact of 40 kilos on me. but i eventually hugged back and i could feel the tears start to well up.

the moment he jumped off me and we stood in front of each other, staring into one another's eyes, i brought my hand up to him and smiled before bitch slapping him across the face.

gyu puts his hand on his brining cheek before looking at me with fury in his eyes. "what the hell, tae!? what was that for?!"

"for abandoning me and all your friends, of course," i say, maneuvering behind him to grab his bags and put them in the guest room.

initially, gyu and i were going to be roommates before starting college, but he chickened out and said it was too much commitment. but i believe it was cause he couldn't pay for rent without have a job which, at the time, wasn't available for us.

gyu chuckles before losing his hand and hunching over for the bag of chips on the floor. "yeah...i deserved that,"

"you deserve the world," i mumble to myself before sighing. gyu notices me saying something to myself but doesn't question it; he's always been like that.