"Something beyond LOVE"

Part 33(Shivi's fear)

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The scene starts from shivi sitting beside mohsin on the stool...she caressed his face and kissed his forehead lovingly...her eyes welled up, seeing his injuries on his forehead and upper arm...
Ammi and abbu were going home, so they came to meet them.
...ammi hugged shivi as she was crying badly...

AMMI:(caressing her hair) Nhi... nhi beta...kuch nhi hua mohsin ko
...dekhna kal subah uthte hi sbse phle tera naam lega...(wiping her tears) rona nhi shivi...tu toh meri strong beti h naa..shhh..bsss...(hugging her tightly) ek baar mohsin thik ho jaye puri tarah se, phir hum tum dono ki shaadi krayenge, boht dhumdhaam se..(caressing her back)

Shivi smiled lightly, holding mohsin's hand in her palms...she went to talk to the doctor once about his condition...ammi kissed mohsin's forehead, caressing his hair...

AMMI:(with tears) jaldi uth ja beta...shivi ko teri zroorat h...dekh kya haalat ho gyi h uski...tu hi smbhal skta h apni shivi ko...bss jaldi se uth kr ek baar use keh de ki tu kuch nhi bhula...plss..(cupping his face)

ABBU:(holding ammi) shaant ho jayiye...sb thik ho jayega...kal ki subah hum sbke liye achi hogi... mohsin uthega bhi aur hmare sath ghar bhi chlega...apni shivi ka khayal vo khud rkhega, dekhna aap...(side hugging her) chliye ab hum chlte h...kal ek puja kraate h yaha aane se phle... hmare bachyon ke liye...(wiping her tears)

She nodded and they went out... shivi met them and went to mohsin's room...she sat beside him, hugging him lightly and keeping her head on his shoulder, not to hurt him...

SHIVI:(to mohsin) I need u mohsin...aapne promise kiya tha naa ki mujhe kbhi akela chodke nhi jaoge...aaj aap sath hokr bhi nhi ho...plss jaldi uth jao...ek baar aapko hosh aa jaye, phir jisne bhi aapka yeh haal kiya h use chodungi nhi mein...(angrily)
(Caressing his chest) aapko pta h naa jb tkk aap mujhe zor se hug nhi krte ho, mujhe neend nhi aati
...plss mujhe huggy kro naa mohsin...(with tears rolling down her eyes) a.gr...k.al..s.uba.h...aa.p. ne...m.uj.he...p.eh.ch.a.n.n.e...se...m.n.a..k.r...d.iya...t.oh...m.ein...m.rr..j.au.n.gi...(crying heavily)

After sometime, she stopped crying and tried to sleep, but sleep was far from her eyes...she couldn't sleep as mohsin didn't patted her head...she sat straight, wiping her tears and looking at him lovingly...she was waiting for him to get up and take her in his protective embrace...she was craving to hear his voice, to feel his touch...

SHIVI:(caressing his hand) aapko pta h naa ki aapki shivi aapke bina nhi reh skti...phir bhi mujhe tangg kr rhe ho..aur kitna wait kru mein...(kissing his knuckles) kal subah tkk agr aap nhi uthe, toh mein baat nhi krungi aapse kbhi bhi...boht dur chli jaungi aapse..sun rhe h naa aap...boht maza aata h naa aapko mujhe preshan krne mei...ek baar uth ke mujhe gale se lgga lo, phir jitna preshan krna h, jitna gussa krna h, kr lena...bss ek baar uthkr keh do ki "I love u shivi"...(Pointing towards her chest) boht dard ho rha h yaha pe aapko ese dekhkr... mujhse gussa ho naa aap...mene koi galti ki h naa...jo mrzi sazaa de do, pr itni bdi sazaa nhi...aapko iss haalat mei dekhkr, pal pal mrr rhi hu mein...(with a cracked voice) plss...uth..jao...mohsin... (crying, keeping her head on his chest) I miss u...jaldi se uthkr mujhe apne pas sulao naa...mujhe ese neend nhi aayegi...pl.ss...h.ug... me..(kissing his chest)

Shivi kept crying for an hour and then slowly calmed down...she stayed awake the whole night, sometimes admiring him and caressing his hair, sometimes resting her head on his chest and hearing his heartbeats...She left a nurse in his ward in the morning and went to a nearby temple barefoot...

SHIVI:(Sitting on her knees in front of god's idol, joining her hands) bhagwaan ji...mujhe kbhi kisi ne itna pyar nhi kiya... mumma papa bhi chodkr chle gye the, ab mohsin ko toh mere pas rheno do...plss unhe jaldi se thik krdo...agr vo mujhe bhul gye, toh mein..jii...nhi..paungi...(with a cracked voice) a.apk.o...p.ta..h..na. a..vo..k.ya...h...m.e.r.e..l.iy.e...(wiping her tears) kyu kraya aapne unka accident...ese hi ek accident mei mene apne mumma papa ko kho diya tha...agr mohsin ko kuch ho jaata toh..(Taking out her fears) pl.ss...b.hagw.aan...j.i..m e.re...m.ohsi.n..k.e...sa.at.h...k.uch..ga.la.t...m.tt..ho.n.e..d.en.a..(crying badly) Vo...m.ujh.e...n.hi..b.hu.l.en. ge...n.aa..(pleading god to make him fine)

Shivi cried badly, holding the idol's feet and resting her head there...Just then, she got a call from abbu ammi that mohsin has regained consciousness and doctors were checking him...

SHIVI:(to god) thankuu god...mere mohsin ko hosh aa gya
..vo mujhe nhi bhulenge naa...aap sb kuch thik kr doge naa...plss..(wiping her tears) Mujhe boht dar lgg rha h, pr mujhe mohsin ke pas jaana hoga...sb kuch aap hi ko smbhalna h ab..(joining her hands in front of God)

PANDIT JI:(Giving her the prasad) sb kuch bhagwaan pe chod do beti...vo kisi ko niraash nhi krte... sdaa khush rho...

Shivi nodded and went to the hospital, running with barefoot... her feet were wounded due to stones nd pebbles in the way, but she didn't cared...she just wanted to reach the hospital as soon as possible...it was raining heavily, but she was least bothered about it...her clothes were wet, her eyes red nd swollen, her face pale and her feet wounded...she reached the hospital and went directly to his ward...she saw ammi abbu talking to him and he was smiling
...for once she thought that maybe he didn't asked for her as he seemed happy without her...as if he wasn't concerned..
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PRECAP: Will mohsin recognize her?