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i'd kill for you, my love

ship: san x reader
plot: san, y/n, and wooyoung have been friends for a very long time. san has a crush on y/n, but is too scared to do anything about it out of fear that he'll be rejected. things start to change after wooyoung and y/n get suspiciously close with each other. san begins to hate wooyoung for taking y/n from him and he starts to get violent urges because of it. he kills anyone who he sees as a threat to y/n. about 2 weeks later, he has killed everyone who he saw as a threat to y/n. he saw wooyoung confess to y/n, and this makes him very upset..

warning: murder (it's also a bit cringy)

  i went to the movies with my best friends, y/n and wooyoung. we were watching a horror movie. it wasn't that scary to me, but i could see y/n flinching at every single jumpscare that came on the screen. i heard wooyoung quietly giggling, causing me to watch what was going on out of the corner of my eye. he was holding y/n's hand, and her face turned a bit red.

  this made me slightly pissed because i had a crush on y/n, yet wooyoung was flirting with her.. they had been having small moments like this with each other for a few weeks now. i was becoming more and more distant from them and it felt like they barely paid any attention to me.

  the next day, i walked to school. when i came into the classroom, i saw y/n talking to some random guy. i couldn't help but sit there and watch them talk. they both looked so happy to see each other.

  suddenly, i got a really horrid idea. i sat there at my desk and flashed a very mischevious grin, but i quickly stopped. i looked down at my desk, wondering if i should make this idea become reality or not.

this is wrong. i shouldn't be doing this..

  ...but i don't care. i want her to be mine. i NEED her to be mine.

  after school, i stalked the guy and followed him to a forest. he was going camping, and he was with one other guy, so i had to be careful.

  i waited for him to go to the public restroom, and i followed him in there. when he came out of the stall, i grabbed him by his hair and repeatedly slammed his head into the wall. i dragged his limp body that was still twitching and struggling to get out of my grasp into another stall.
  "shhh.. if you struggle, it will only make things harder for you."

  i placed him on the floor in front of the toilet and then shoved his face into the toilet by pushing on the back of his head with my foot, then repeatedly flushing the toilet until his body was completely limp.
  i climbed out of the stall, cleaned up all the blood off of the wall, then washed my hands as thoroughly and promptly as possible. i left the bathroom, got in my car, and drove away.

  i reflected on what i just did for a second, feeling a bit bad for the guy. but after i remembered why i did it, i no longer felt bad.

  the next day, the same thing happened, but it was two guys this time. they were both on the football team. they were big and mean, and a bit goofy looking. i watched them flirt with y/n. one of them even shoved her into the lockers.
  then, wooyoung showed up, and this made me even more angry. he told them to back off and that he'd beat them up if they came near her again. i scoffed, because that sounded like a lie. he was an ant compared to them, and he looked like he could barely knock them over.

  i would be better for y/n.
  i would do more than just beat them up.
  i'd kill them.
  anything for my darling, y/n.

  that night, i shot both of them in the head in a dark alleyway, instantly killing both of them. i left a suicide note with their forged handwriting next to their dead bodies saying that they killed themselves because their forbidden love for each other couldn't be freely expressed in such a cruel world.
  it was all over the news the next day.

  for the next 2 weeks, i continued to kill any man i saw as a threat to y/n. i even had to kill a few women who messed with her.
  i got away with each and every single murder that i committed. my y/n was safe for now, but i still had to get rid of one more person..

  i watched wooyoung confess his feelings to y/n, and she said yes.
  it made me very upset, so that night, i went over to his house unannounced. the best part was that he was alone and his parents weren't coming back until tomorrow.
  but, there was one problem.

  y/n was also there.

  we had a sleepover, and i had to sleep on the floor. "no hard feelings, sannie." wooyoung said to me, thinking it would make me feel better.
  that bastard just gave me another reason to kill him.

  i waited for y/n to fall asleep, then i stood over the bed, where wooyoung was sleeping. he was half awake. i was holding a pillow with a malevolent grin across my face.
  "huh? san..? what are you doing? go to sleep."
  "no hard feelings, youngie." i said in his face as sarcastically as possible.

  i shoved the pillow into his face, and held it down. the more he struggled, the more i was enjoying it. when his body went limp, i slowly lifted the pillow.
  he was dead.

  i knew i had to act very quickly now, so i grabbed y/n and dragged her out of bed, causing her to wake up. she couldn't see a thing, because it was too dark. she didn't know it was me dragging her and she didn't know that i had killed wooyoung.
  she screamed like she was being murdered. "sorry, my love." i whispered before knocking her out.

  i decided that it would be best to run away with her and disappear forever. i put her in my car, then drove off.

nobody's pov
  y/n woke up in a dark basement tied up to a chair. she couldn't even move because of how tightly she was tied up. she felt weak, tired, and hungry. she could see a dark figure standing a few feet away from her.
  "finally, you're awake." the voice came from the person in front of her. it sounded like a man. he sounded a bit familiar, but she couldn't quite tell who it was because his voice sounded deep and raspy.

  y/n heard a light switch flip, and light filled the room. it took a moment for her eyes to adjust, but she gasped like she had seen a ghost once she did.
  the man standing in front of her was san. he had an evil grin on his face, like he was planning something.
  "are you happy to see me, babe?" he asked.
  "what the fuck are you talking about, san?! where's wooyoung??" she said, raising her voice at him, but not yelling. her voice cracked a bit as she spoke and her heart was racing.

  san ignored her question and chuckled softly. "you're safe now, my dear. i'll make sure that nobody else gets in the way of our relationship."
  "answer the question. what did you do with wooyoung?!" y/n repeated, screaming at him.
  "don't worry about youngie. he's in a better place now." he answered.

  san didn't say exactly what he meant by that, but y/n wasn't that dumb. she knew right away. tears formed in her eyes. "you're crazy.." she spoke in a brittle voice that was barely audible.
  even though she knew she couldn't escape, she attempted to do so once more. she kicked and twisted and turned, but nothing happened. she was as stuck as a fly in a spider web.

  san laughed at y/n struggling. "don't try to run from me, darling. you won't get very far~" he said while slowly walking towards her.
  when he started walking towards y/n, this made her more desperate to escape. her struggling became more and more aggressive. "leave me alone!" she yelled at the man, being close to breaking down into tears.

san was now only a few centimeters in front of her. "i worship you. i'd trade my life for yours. everyone who dares to harm you will be taken care of. i'll make this whole town disappear if i have to." he tried to grab her chin and lift it up so she'd look at him, but y/n swings her leg at him in an attempt to fight back.
  san grabs her leg right before it hits him and steps on her foot to keep her from doing it again. y/n does the same thing with her other leg, but san steps on her other foot too.

  tears were streaming down her face and wouldn't stop. "go away..." she said, her shaking voice barely above a whisper.

  he leans into her ear, and whispers, "i'd do anything for you.. i'd kill for you, my love."

..this is kinda cringy, i apologize 💀