Erasermic school for Boys

Chapter 2

* trigger warning* mention of suicide, panic attack, self harm and abuse.

4 hours later he woke up and headed down to the kitchen not caring that he was still in his night clothes. The only people there were Mr. Yamada, who was cooking pancakes, Aizawa was leaning on the counter nursing a cup of coffee himself, and Denki, who was sitting at the table. Yawning, he walked over to the coffee pot and poured himself a cup.

"Good morning Shinsou " Denki said cheerfully.

"Morning" he grumbled, greeting both of them as he took a sip of his drink.

"Not a morning person I see either is Aizawa. The other boys should be down anytime now" Mr. Yamada said as he took a seat next to Denki and Aizawa. True to his word the other boys came down and sat at the table.

Mr. Yamada set a huge stack of pancakes on the table and the boys dug in. Majority of the pancakes were almost gone. He slowly reached over and grabbed two pancakes. Everyone was eating in silence, he guessed it was still too early in the morning for some of the boys. Slowly picking at his food he started to eat.

When he was done eating he looked up and noticed that everyone else was done and was bringing their plates to the sink.

"Iida, it's your day to do the dishes" Aizawa announced out loud.

"Yes sir" Iida said and made his way to the sink and started to do the dishes. As everyone started to file out of the room. Shinsou got up and put his dish on the counter by the sink.

"Um let me help you with the dishes" he said.

"Sure, you can dry them after I'm done with it" Iida said. They got into a rhythm, Iida would wash the plates and he would hand them to Shinsou to dry them. They didn't really talk while cleaning but once they were done he head upstairs and grabbed his phone. He went back down stairs and sat at a chair that was by the staircase. He sat crisscross in the chair and put his earbuds in as he started to listen to music.

He was so into his music that he didn't hear someone at the door.
"Shinsou ?" he heard over his music a voice of hatred, looking up he saw his high school teacher, Mr. Sero.

" Why are you here?" he demanded as he pulled his earbuds out of his ears.

" He is his brother, how do you know him?" Sero said curiously

" He was his teacher in school" Shinsou said softly.

" It's not surprising your mom send you here, I'm just surprised she let you live with them so long after you came out" Mr. Sero said as Shinsou wrapped up his earbuds and looked down.

" You know, you can't visit unless you call first, Mr. Sero, " Aizawa told him.

"I'm sorry sir, I just wanted to see my baby brother" Mr. Sero said grinning.

He turned to Shinsou and said " I bet they don't know the real reason why you're here, minus that your mom can't stand a thought of a gay son".

" Be quite" he said as he stood up and Denki came over to his side.

" I also bet they don't know how messed up you are. Your mom didn't love you enough to stop her boyfriend from beating you up every day, and how the kids at school would laugh and add more bruises to you. Plus that villainous quirk of yours Mr. Sero went to continue but got cut off by Aizawa saying, as he stepped closer to him,

" You need to leave now ".

" oh I will, one more thing, Shinso, you should kill yourself and save the people around you from knowing you " Mr. Sero said.

"Don't come back here Mr. Sero, we will arrange something f you want to see your brother" Aizawa said, pushing him out and slamming the door.

Flinching at the sound of the door, he took a step back just as Denki grabbed his hand softly and said,

" don't listen to him".

His heart beating loudly in his chest and it got harder to breathe.
" um I-I'm going to go back to my room" he said as he took his hand away from Denki.

" Shinsou, I would like for you to come to my office" Aizawa told him.

" I'm f-fine sir, I would-just like to go to my room" he told him.

" No, we need to talk" Aizawa said firmly.

"There is nothing to talk about" he said then took off to his room and went inside, slamming the door behind him and locking it. He leaned against the door and slid down it.

Once he was sitting on the floor, he brought his knees to his chest. His breathing picked up as he hugged his knees tighter and he hid his face in his knees as tears fell. What Mr. Sero said, brought back bad memories of the beatings and the bullying. A couple of months ago he did try to kill himself, like Mr. Sero suggested but he didn't take enough pills and woke up the next night. He had to get his mind off of the dark thoughts so he got up with wobbly legs and went to his bag. He searched in there for what felt like forever until he finally found his razor. He went over to the corner of the room and sat on the floor as he pulled up his sleeve. He made the first cut and sighed softly, he made a couple more and his arm ran red. He rubbed his tears away and watched his arm bleed.

'pathetic' he thought to himself. He looked at the clock and it was past lunchtime, 'I'm surprised that no one came up and got me' he thought. He slowly lifted himself up and grabbed the wall as he felt dizzy. He took a deep breath and went to his bag then put his razor away. In his bag he grabbed his bandages and started to clean up his arm then wrap it up. When that was done he made sure to clean up the blood from off the floor. He looked around his room and realized the phone was downstairs. He sighed not wanting to go get it so he laid on his bed and closed his eyes. He wished he had his phone music help distract him from his thoughts.

A knock disturbed him. He looked at the time and it was five o'clock. he got up slowly after he made sure his sleeve was covering his arm then he opened the door. Standing there was Midoriya, with his green eyes staring up at him

" dinners ready," he said and waited for Shinsou to come out. He nod his head and headed downstairs, he was surprised he didn't say anything about the Mr. Sero incident. Once they were down there, everyone was already at the table and food was served on plates. They took their sits and Denki was the first to say something thing

"I helped make the homemade dinner with Bakugo, I hope you like it" he said with a blush rising on his cheeks. He nodded his head not wanting to talk as he felt a strong glaze and he looked up. Aizawa was studying him from across the table. His dark brown eyes made it seem like he knew what he did in his room.

The table was silent as we started to eat. He picked at his food as he wasn't hungry even though he missed lunch. As he pushed his food around a soft deep voice startled him

" Shinsou , you need to eat" Aizawa told him . he looked up like a deer caught in headlights.

" I'm n-not that hungry Sir" he said quietly.

" You need to eat something even if it's little. You didn't have lunch so you're not allowed to leave until you at least eat something " he said sternly.

He looked around and noticed that most of the boys were done with their food as was Aizawa and Mr. Yamada. He looked down and ate a couple of bites until his stomach started to hurt. It wasn't much but he wasn't use to eating a lot because at home he wasn't allowed to eat. He pushed his plate away

" I'm d-done Sir" he said.

Aizawa nodded his head " very well, thank you for eating something " he praised him a little, it made Shinsou feel good.

" Now I think we are far past a talk that needs to be done. Midoriya and Iida would you be so kind to clean up" he said kindly as he stood tall from his chair.

" Yes sir" Midoriya said as he got up and started to clear off the table with Iidas help. He got up slowly and bit his lip as Aizawa gestured for him to follow him.