Suicidal Love | Bonten

Twelve

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"Yuina," someone called her and shake her shoulders so she open her eyes slowly.

She saw her Tita Minerva looking worriedly at her. She sat on her bed carefully after yawning. Minerva is still looking at her, slightly worried.

"Did you have fun?" Minerva asked when she steadily sat on her bed.

Her brows twitch. "Huh?" She asked.

Minerva sat beside her and caressed her hair. She felt a familiar warmth when her fingers linger in every strands of her hair.

"I mean did you have fun in Maldives?" She asked again while looking softly at Yuina.

Yuina suddenly remember what she told her Aunt when she's in the hideout of the Bonten. She looked around the room before looking back at her aunt. She smile sweetly before saying the lies she came up.

"Yes. I am unfamiliar with the place and people isn't so friendly even though I expected it but I did have fun, someone accompanied me in my trip." She was talking about her experience in the Bonten of course.

Minerva smile at her. "I'm glad, I was looking forward to your arrival and I stock up clothes in your wardrobe, see it for yourself after you rest, you have a long trip." Minerva kiss her cheek before leaving her alone in the room.

She mindlessly stood up. As usual before she broke down crying in that room Sanzu hit her unconscious and she just found herself lying in her bedroom in her Aunt's Minerva's house.

She look at the frames in her bed side table beside her lamp. It's her solo pic and her family picture. Minerva must've placed it there, thinking about her. She approached the frame and run her fingers in the glass of the frame. Her tears unconsciously flow in her cheeks so she put the frame back and wipe her tears.

She sit in her bed and lowered her head, smiling bitterly. She can't still move on, even though the death of her parents is almost a year now, she still can't accept it. She saw her cellphone suddenly flash a notification so she mindlessly took it and check it.

Welward, Alistor Welward.

She remembered him. She used to be in love with him so she gather all her courage and tell it to her mother. Alistor enrolled in Vernon Academy so she pursued enrolling there too but things happened and her love story didn't even reached it's prologue.

She click Alistor's name and saw a bunch of message coming not only from him but also from her friends. They are sending their condolences. She didn't viewed them and click Alistor's name.

: hey, I heard what happened, my condolences, Yui.

: Are you okay? You can talk to me.

: Just tell me your problems, it'll make yourself a little better.

: I heard from your Aunt that you had a depression, I wanted to see you but your Aunt didn't want us to.

: C'mon talk to me, Yui.

: Yui, I'm really worried right now. We can't contact you and we can't come over, why did they forbid us not to go to you?

: I want to see you.

: I bet you're crying your eyes out and I really want to wipe your tears.

: I want to be there for you.

: Yui, you may not see this but I love you and I will always will.

Tons of it but the word "I love you," caught her off guard. He loves her. If this was her past self she'd be jumping but unfortunately, she is not her past self.