Ok yes I took a break. but I got back on wattpad today and realized, my life is so much better without it. I like not thinking about it and I like not talking about it. in the last chapter I think I said "I may come back to it someday." or something but no this time it's for good. I'm leaving and I'm not coming back. I have a lot to thank wattpad for. it helped me realize what I want to do with my life. I always thought I wanted to be a youtuber and live in LA making minecraft videos. I don't want that anymore. I'm done with little dreams that may never happen. I think YouTube would be a super fun hobby, but I don't want to live in LA. that dream is over. I want to be a writer I want to travel the word and I don't want drama and deadlines in my way. this place was a big part of my life for two years but it was also the worst part of those years. I'm so ready to let go of it now I'm wondering why I didn't last update. My whole life is changing and this summer everything's gonna be different and I'm ready to move past this chapter and start a new one. I might open a whole new book. I've been writing in the same book for almost eight years now and I'm ready to close it. I may want to look back at it sometimes and change everything but you can't edit a book you already published and you can't take back the words you already said. so yah I think that's it. this has been fun but I'm over it. I still love you guys to Mars and back and that won't change.
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-Sophie
