everything, everything, everything

V

longing for the phoenix

if i wanted to know who are you talking to,
would you answer with honesty?

if i wanted to ask if i'm different from others,
would you lie to make me feel better?

youre cold as ice in real life
but friendly on the internet where i met you

now that i'm attached,
i suddenly longed for the phoenix

i'm confused and doubting
do you entertain others just as you entertain me?

am i different?
or i'm just one of your cats you play when youre bored?

do you even like me for me to think this way?
or i'm just assuming things?

if i asked you what am i to you,
would you laugh at my stupidity?

someone,
someone give me the phoenix.