camping with all time low

pool party

michelle's pov

when we got back to the hotel me amber alex jack and flyzik got in the same lift to go up to our hotel rooms "ill like to talk to u girls in private in michelle's room" flyzik said " i'm staying with michelle what eva u want to say to them you can say in front of me" alex says "fine" flyzik says i fell alex grab my hand the lift then stops we walk to my and alexs room me and alex sit on the couch and amber leans against the wall and flyzik stands in front of us "you girls can't react like that to people in public " flyzik says "i wasn't just gonna sit there and let her throw herself at alex" i say "i'm more angry at amber then you" he replys "what for standing up for my best friend" amber snaps "she can stand up for herself" he snaps back at her "she wasn't going to throw because it hurt her did you not see her practically crying " she half yells back "YOU CAN'T THREATEN PEOPLE IN PUBLIC IT GIVES THAT BAND A BAD IMAGE AND YOU WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO HIT HER" he yells at amber i feel alex tighten his grip on my hand "IF I HAD HIT HER THE BITCH WOULD OF FUCKEN DESERVRD IT" she yells back "IF YOU EVER FUCKEN ACT LIKE THAT AGAIN ILL KICK YOU OFF OF THIS FUCKEN TOUR" flyzik yells at her "YER CAUSE THATS SUCH A GREAT FUCKEN IDEAR HOW DO YOU THINK MICHELLE AND JACK WILL REACT IF YOU DID THAT" she yells back"THEY WILL GET THE FUCK OVER THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU AND MICHELLE ARE JUST PATHETIC DISTRACTIONS THAT THE GUYS DON'T NEED " he yells that actually hurt a bit "thats enough flyzik" alex says but amber just yells back at flyzik ignoring alex "IF WE'RE PATHETIC DISTRACTIONS THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LET US ON TOUR IN THE FIRST FUCKEN PLACE" she yells back "I BET YOU WERE ONE OF THOSE FUCKED UP DRUGGIE BITCHES JUST BY THE WAY YOU ACT TOWARDS PEOPLE YOU WOULD OF BEEN ONE THROWS DRUGGY PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS COMPLANED ABOUT THERE PERFECT FUUCKEN LIFE ND DID HAVE A REAL RESON TO BE SAD YOUR SO FUCKEN LUCKY I HAVENT KICKED YOU F OF TOUR YET YOU DUMB BITCH"

flyzik yells at her the thing is he doesn't know about her past she had a bad past and befor i meet her she was a drug addict and still struggling to keep herself away from any and every kinds of drugs because she found it easier to take drugs so she felt nothing then to feel the pain she felt and befor i knew it amber was walking out the door "nice going flyzik" i get up and walk to the door to fine amber "FUCK OFF" i hear amber yell to jack as she continues to walk towards the lifts i think in my head that i know where she is going we always talked about a lake the runs behind the hotel that we are staying in "jack just leave her i don't think she wants to see any of us right now" i say " what happened in there i heard yelling and then she stormed off" jack says " go talk to alex" i say he walk in to my room to find alex and i get my phone out to txt tony because i noticed him and amber getting along really well.

hey its michelle flyzik had a go at me and amber for what happened to dinner and then amber stormed off he said something to do with her past she gone to the lake that runs behind both our hotels can you plz find her and talk to her i think you're the only person she wants to talk to right now? -me

hey yea thats fine im leaving the hotel now -tony

i walk back in to the room "hey michelle do u want to drink with us?" jack asks "nah im to tired i might go and sleep in amber's room" i say as i walk back out

amber p.o.v

"you girls can't react like that to people in public " flyzik says to me and michelle "i wasn't just gonna sit there and let her throw herself at alex" michelle says back "i'm more angry at amber then you" he replies to her this didn't surprise me "what for standing up for my best friend" i snap at him "she can stand up for herself" he snaps back at me "she wasn't going to throw because it hurt her did you not see her practically crying " i half yells back "YOU CAN'T THREATEN PEOPLE IN PUBLIC IT GIVES THAT BAND A BAD IMAGE AND YOU WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO HIT HER" he yells at me what the fuck is wrong with him "IF I HAD HIT HER THE BITCH WOULD OF FUCKEN DESERVRD IT" i yells back "IF YOU EVER FUCKEN ACT LIKE THAT AGAIN ILL KICK YOU OFF OF THIS FUCKEN TOUR" flyzik yells at me "YER CAUSE THATS SUCH A GREAT FUCKEN IDEAR HOW DO YOU THINK MICHELLE AND JACK WILL REACT IF YOU DID THAT" i yell back"THEY WILL GET THE FUCK OVER THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU AND MICHELLE ARE JUST PATHETIC DISTRACTIONS THAT THE GUYS DON'T NEED " he yells at me i could tell that hrt michelle "thats enough flyzik" alex says but i ignore him as dose flyzik "IF WE'RE PATHETIC DISTRACTIONS THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LET US ON TOUR IN THE FIRST FUCKEN PLACE" i yells back "I BET YOU WERE ONE OF THOSE FUCKED UP DRUGGIE BITCHES JUST BY THE WAY YOU ACT TOWARDS PEOPLE YOU WOULD OF BEEN ONE THROWS DRUGGY PEOPLE WHO ALLWAYS COMPLANED ABOUT THERE PERFECT FUUCKEN LIFE ND DID HAVE A REAL RESON TO BE SAD YOUR SO FUCKEN LUCKY I HAVENT KICKED YOU F OF TOUR YET YOU DUMB BITCH" this just set me over he doesn't know a goddamn thing about my past he has no right to say that for the fact i had a bad past like no friends and most of the time the ones i had back stabbed me my dad never accepted me for who i am and basically disowned me and he also used to abuse me i hated school because it always made me feel less of person and it hurt and i didn't want to hurt so i did whatever drug i could get my hands on so that i wouldn't have to feel it wouldn't last thats when i started self harming and still did drugs and still struggle with getting away from that addiction i walked out heading towards the lift theres this lake out the back of the hotel that i wanted to go to and i feel like now i the right time i had tears in my eyyes but wasint going to let anyone see me cry i see jack but ignore him untill he grabs my arm "babe are you okay i herd yelling and why are you storming of are you nearly crying what happend" he says "FUCK OFF" i yell pulling my arm away and walking towards the lift i was only angry with flyzik no one else.

when i get out of the hotel its like a minute walk around to the back of the hotel to the lake i find it and sit right by the edge and bring my knees up to my face and feel some stray tears fall from my eyes i was there for about 5 minutes until i felt someone sit down beside me i look up slightly and see its tony michelle must of texted him i put my head on his shoulder "hey you okay michelle told me flyzik yelled at you and brought up something about your past and you left" he says putting his arm over my shoulder "yeah" i reply "you can tell me but don't feel like you have to" he says putting his head on mine we sit like that for about 20 minutes "when i was younger i didn't have many real friends and if i did after awhile they would find someone better and leave me same for guys aswell thats why im worried about me and jack cause i feel like hes just gonna find someone better and leave me and i grew up with a abusive father who was never there and when he was he would be judging me i was never good enough for him so if my own father doesn't love me how can anyone else t school i would just feel worthless like i felt below everyone and that people where only friends with me out of pity so i started doing drugs because when i did them i didn't feel so i found it easier to just not feel at all then to hurt and after awhile i started to self harm again and i still struggle with keeping myself away from drugs and flyzik said stuff like i bet you were one of those druggy bitches but had a perfect life and always complained about it and saying im lucky that he hasn't kicked me of tour and that me and michelle are petedic distractions for the boys and people think i get angry a lot like today at the restaurant but i find it easier to get angry to hid that i'm hurting on the inside and no one can fix me" i say while letting silent tears fall from my face "does jack know and i can try help fix you" he says "jack doesn't know and thanks for listening to me" i say "its fine you can always talk to me even if its like 3 in the morning and where in the bus you can wake me up and ill still listen" he says looking in my eyes "thanks like i have michelle to talk to but its different talking to you" we hug for about 20 more minutes until i hear someone walking up behind us i stand up and its michelle "hey tony and amber me you alex and jack are gonna go swiming and jacks worried so can you come back and come swiming" she says "yeah sure" i say with i smile and trun to hug tony "thank you" i say to him "its fine text me later" he says as me and michelle walk back to the hotel

Michelles p.o.v

i feel some ones arms around me "baby baby" i hear alex say i just gron "baby ambers been gone for an hour and a half jackis relly woried and me and him want to go fro a swim with u and amber so if you know where she id can u please go and get her?" alex says to me i get up and kiss him and walk out to the lifts i see jack "im coming with you" he says "no just stay and go meet us at the pool" i reply as i get in the lift i leave the hotel and walk to where i think they would be i see then hugging as i walk up behind them amber stands up i think she heard me she turns to look at me "hey tony and amber me you alex and jack are gonna go swimming and jacks worried so can you come back and come swimming" i say yeah sure she says with a smile she turns to hug tony and we walk back to the hotel to go for a swim in the hotels pool we find the guy already in the pool waiting for us i take off my ballet flats and sit in the edge and put my feet in amber does the same alex gets out to stand behind us while jack swims toward Amber Jack quickly grabs amber hands and pulls her in as alex pushes her from behind i see her go fully under she comes back up and starts splashing jack as i get up to get alex back just as he go to push me in i wrap my hands around his waist and pull him with me now all of us are in the pool i turn my back to alex and ask him to unzip my dress she understands what i'm doing and gets jack to do the same to her we both take our dress off and though them out of the pool so that we are just swimming in our under where ambers still splashing jack so he gets closer to her and wraps his arms around her so she can't move her arms and they more toward us jack rests his head on ambers shoulder and kisses her neck i feel alex come up behind me and put one hand behind my back and one behind my knees and picks me up bridal style and kissed me "POOL PARTY"we hear the familiar voice of mike say as four shirtless mexicans jump in the pool we all decided to play volleyball because the pool has the net up it me alex jamie and mike vs amber jack vic and tony about 15 minutes later zack and ryan come down with drinks and join us in the pool we all just end up laughs and talking for another hour and we all decided to go back up to our rooms i put one of alex's tops on and jump in to bed he changes and joins me "why did amber react so bad when flyzik yelled about being a druggie bitch?" alex asked "because she had a bad past and she used drugs so she didn't feel the pain she felt and she still having trouble getting away from the adiccion" i say " not good u two have had such a bad past when we get back from warped me and jack are going ring hunting because jack wants to prouse to her good night beautiful i love u " alex says " night love you to" i kiss him and fall asleep.