camping with all time low

atlantic

I wake up to Alex kissing my neck and saying " beautiful it times to get up" I roll over and kiss his lips passionately . I get out of bed and grab my clothes and walk in to the bathroom I then hear Alex say "you don't always need to get changed in there" I walk out saying "yes i do Because my penis is bigger that yours and I don't want u to feel less of a man" .I go back Into the room in my cross tights and a falling in reverse top. I finish packing and zip up my bags and walk them to the door and Alex says "ill take them to the bus once mine is packed"so I help him. He takes off his top and throws it at me I nicely fold it and put it in his bag I throw him a clean top and sit on the bed on instagram And as I go down my news feed I see that jack has uploaded a bed selfie with amber saying that there going out and there over one thousand likes on it I run to her room and she like "I know I've turned my phone off Because of it my phone was like spazing because of all the notifications i was getting "I just laugh "Are you ready to come with me and chose a bunk" i ask hers"yes" she replies grabbing her bag and we get in the lift and when it gets to the bottom walk to find the bus we get to the bus there's a front lounge and a kitchen in the front area of the bus when you walk into the hallway there's a door to your left and that's the bath room then there's the bunks there's 10 when you first walk in there's only two bunks on each wall but when you get past the first four there's three on each wall I chose a top bunk and leave my phone there so Alex would know it the one I want us to be in Amber chooses the one across from us and makes her and jacks bead so jack would know I'm so happy pierce the veil come on to the bus and all of all time low follow underneath me is mike and under him is Jamie under amber is tony then under him is Zack the first two bunks on the right have Rian on the top and Vic on the bottom then top left is flyzik and then Dave, Dave is our bus driver flyzik does a head count and then closes the door and we make our way to the first stop of warped-tour I decided to go to mine and Alex's bunk and put both headphones in and think to myself nobody knew I was there

we stopped and the boys all got off me and Amber we had been here for like and hour "want to go for a walk" i ask her "yeah i want to explore" she says and we leave the buss locking it behind us me and amber where deep in conversation not even paying attention to what was infrount of us we where just making our way throw the maze of buses "shit" amber says as she walks in to someone making both her and the person fall over "holy fuck its Kellin Quinn i hear amber whisper under her breath while the both of them stand up btw me and amber love sws "fans aren't serpost to be by the buses shit wait your amber the girl jacks going out with i saw the pic" he then faces me "whats your name" he asks "Im Michelle me and Alex are dating but we havent told the world yet" i say "that's understandable do yous want to come to my bus and hang out with the rest of the band" he asks "yeah sure" amber replies before me and then he starts leading us towards his bus when we get there kellin told them who we where and that we where anteing jack and alex we all went to the back lounge and played Mario karts and talked for hours me and amber got along with all of them really well i feel my phone vibrating in my pocket so i walk into the hall of the bus to answer it it was Mike "Hey where you at" he asks "on the sleeping with sirens bus I'll be back at our bus soon" i say "okay no rush i just want to ask you a question but face to face just cos" he says and hung up and i put my phone back in my pocket the phone and tell amber we need to go mike wants me on the bus "can i stay here "she asked " yea i don't see why not " i get off the sleeping with sirens bus and head back the talk to mike " hey Michelle wheres amber" jack asks me "i don't know " i say because if i tell him he he flip out and think she got something going on cos shes the only girl in a bus of five men "ill text here and tell her you want to know where she is" i say texting her and finding mike "would it be fine with you and amber if we party tonight and yous can join in " he asks "i would love to and amber probably will as well" i say as mike continues to talk to me all i can think of is everything that happened last night and wanting to cut after mike finishes talking i here jack yell from the front of the bus saying "IM GONNA HANG ON SlEEPINGS BUS ILL BE BACK LATER" and i go to my bunk and think some more the boy all go and i'm sick of feeling like i want to cut so i go to the toilet and cut one cut two cuts then i hear " are u okay in there Michelle?" mike asks "yea" i say as i pull my long sleeve down and put the blade in my jeans pocket and walk out "are you feeling okay" mike asks "yea im going to lay down i fell short of breath" i say "okay should i tell alex or amber" mike says no just let them be they don't need to know" i say get in to my bunk and fall asleep