camping with all time low

san diego

i wake up to jack singing happy birthday to amber by the end of the song everyone's awake " how did you find out" amber asks inquiring " michelle told me last night after u left" jack answers. "okay guys what the plan for today" flyzik asks " to do birthday things for amber" we all leave to get breakfast from McDonalds after eating we head back to the bus Amber and Jack stay in the front lounge talking with rian,tony and zack while me and Alex sat in the back room with the others playing little big planet on the ps3 while i tried to get some more sleep by closing my eyes trying to drift of but that was impossible because they were yelling so much the even the bus driver could hear them. they all started laughing and the bus stopped which caused Alex to fall forward making me go with him. i asked Alex if we had warped today he said "nope "so i asked the hole group quietly if we could go to the beach for amber birthday they all said yes after lunch would be best when ptv can find a good spot to go swimming and then we could have a BBQ with ptv family and celebrate amber 19th birthday.

we all agreed on that everyone was out of the bunk area so i took my blanket and went to my bed i fell asleep for awhile alex came looking for me he joined me and i told him to go away i just wanted to be alone he didn't leave he started talking to me about last night" hey i'm sorry i didn't ask you before getting you to come up on stage"" that was fine i wanted let the world know" just as me and alex were talking my phone went off. it my gran wanting to skype me so i asked alex to leave and he does just as he leaves i answer it " hello" i say " hi so what happened last night it all over youtube some fan recording it got the hole thing on camera and even where u walk off and pass out and then the video stops so you and alex aye how long has that been going on for" she asks me with a disappointed look on her face " you don't need to be worried if it helps i can get on the first plane out of here and be home tomorrow" i say kinda grumpy she says " i don't want to ruin your dream if you want to be with alex then fine i don't mind but i just want u to know it might not last for ever" and i just feel my heart sink " i know that the other night when we went out for tea the waitress gave alex her phone number i thought it back in her face and she put my meal all over my dress he started call my stuff that i hadn't heard since primarily and all could do was run away thats all i ever do is run away i'm over it im really happy here and i'm loving travel with the boys and amber". "that's good you got a letter from your dad the other day do u want me to read it or should i sent it to you" her "please read it"

to my baby girl ( well you're not so much of a baby now)hey baby there isn't a day go buy where i wish i was still in ur life and growing up with ur brothers but chelle(a.n his partner) had other ideas i hope you get this i want to c u face to face but i don't know if u want that ill come to ur house tomorrow at 8 pm i hope ur there never forget i love you my baby girl love daddy xoxo

"thanks i really need that so what can we do about him wanting to see me face to face" i asked her " ill give him your skype name and he can skype you" " yes i cant wait ill try and find a place quiet on the bus and talk to him so that will be at 11 pm over here so ill try and do it before he skypes me can you tell him i miss him"" yea i got to got to work but i will be here tonight at 8 pm so ill try get him to skype u" okay love you fossil" love you to" bye" bye

i just lay in my bunk crying i hear jack so i try wipe the tears and little did i know alex was listening the hole time because as soon as i i hear jack say "hi alex y arent u in there with her" dumb move i open the curtain and look out with one teary eye and he just looks at me i don't say anything he says " so are you going to try skype your dad tonight and wipes some of the tears off my face" " yea ill try the thing is i don't know if he will skype me" ohh well either way he still loves you. "chelle" amber says " yea boo " "get ur togs out we are going to the beach" "okay i cant wait" i say loudly" "we will talk later" Alex says

we drive the bus to a nice beach in san diego and the boy all run out while i go to the bathroom and put waterproof makeup on my arms and legs" i hope no one notices" i whisper to myself only to hear "you hope no one notices what?" mike asks on the other side of the door i open the door and just walk out and not even care what mike wants to say to me i run out of the bus and towards the water i put my feet in the water and go to run out when alex grabs me from behind" you cant leave" and kiss my neck as amber go to walk out of the water jack picks her up bridal style and walks out to the water further out in to the water while amber is screaming "PUT ME DOWN" he then drops her in the water she goes under and grabs his ankles and he goes down she then stands up and yells" YOUR NEXT" and points at me i walk out to her slowly i see a big wave and dive under it. i come up and say "i'm not next" i hug her and the boys just laugh. we look at alex who standing further out and i run towards him yelling your next and he walks towards me we just laugh. we have been here for hours and we decided to call mama and papa fuentes to see if they could come to the beach to have a bbq using one of the bbqs that's on the beach mike came and told me that they were coming and that they where bringing food to cook tea

me and alex went and got more vodka tonics because we all decide to bring them for ambers birthday when we got back i had a lady come running up to me yelling "is this the beautiful michelle that my boys have been telling me about" alex "yea it is mama fuentes" she hugged me i nearly fall over she then runs over to amber and dose the same thing we all sit and eat she tries to feed me and amber lots then i go to put on my togs again to go for a swim in the dark " do we have any surf boards" i ask flyzik "there should be some in the back of the bus" i go and get one " any one want to come with me" i ask the group no one answered so i just went i found a big wave so i went for it all the boys and mama wore watching me i couldn't see amber or jack i took the wave i got on the board and was standing up as i come out of the wave i see alex waving to me with a towel when i get to him he hands me the towel " is it time" i ask him he says " 5 to" i run to the bus to return the surfboard and i grab my laptop and find a quiet place on the beach where there is lots of light alex says "2 minutes and i try to ring my gran she doesn't answer then my phone stats to ring " i say to alex it my gran on skype i give my phone to him because is my dad calling i don't want to talk to him right now i'm to nerves " hello" alex's answers he looks at the screen and says he look just like you and gives me my phone i look at it and see my dad and my brothers i just break out into tears " do u want the good news or bad" my dad asks "bad" i see my 7 year old brother move to tell me " mummy had a bad car crash with bill her new partner and it killed both of them but the good news is that we get to live with dad al and hopefully u when you come back sister" i just cry more" daddy are you okay do you need me to come home?" i ask " no stay there i can tell you're having the time of your life you can come back later i just want all my kids to be happy so ive got the boy tablets and they now have your skype so when ever they want they can talk to u" thanks dad i say while smiling the boys leave to go spent time with there gran "why have you waited till now to talk to me"i ask my dad " i wasn't aloud to talk to u because of chelle she wouldn't let me so as soon as the boy knew about her death darrian told me to contact you because he misses his chelle" just as my dad said that i got message from darrian saying

hey chelle i've missed you x-Darrian

i i've missed you to little bro x - me 

we will talk later and i might even come home for christmas and i might bring my boyfriend ill skype call u tomorrow x love ya little bro- me

and i continue to listen to my dad telling me that they are all moving to a bigger house with my gran and that all they will do is pack my stuff up and then leave it in my new room at the new house" my dad says "okay theirs a box with dogs on it in my room it for you" just as i say that amber comes to see what me and alex are doing she sees that i've been crying and just walks off i tell dad that i need to go but we can talk soon " never forget i love you my beautiful baby girl" with that i end the call and cry on alex amber walks over and asks why i'm crying i show her a screen shot of the skype and then darrian the older one skypes calls me and amber just says answer it so i do and she didn't know that it was darrian till she heard the person say i love you chellesaberry and she knew that it was darrian so she yelled ¨darrian¨ and walked over to us