Jayella

Jayella's Past

I stopped and stood there, seeing him with my best friend. Its just impossible to take the pain. My best friend ruffled his hair and he smiled. His skin glowed a bright red colour when she smiled. My best friend flirting with my boyfriend. No freaking surprise. I felt an excruciating pain from inside my head. I begged it to go away but it was like parasites. It will never leave. I closed my eyes and inhaled the cold air around me.

I started to turn away from reality. I started to run. Far,far away from where everything depressing happened... Tears dripped down my cheeks as I took a gasp of air. I haven't ran in such a long time. This pain. I can't take it any more. I am going to break our relationship. I am going to end it. She can have him, everything about him. His eyes, his smile and most of all, him himself. How can one...even though she knows...flirt with my love...? The person that I have longed for, the one that gave me a chance to express my feelings to? I asked myself over and over again.

"You shouldn't end it!" They said.

"Tell her already!" They said. How can it be that easy? She is my best friend after all. I know that she should know better. Everything I've said, everything I did. Are they all a waste of my time?