log #2 it is 2:38am june 15 still third day of being here, talked to mum while drinking water, she told me she was just stressed. And so was I. I realized i may have known i was partially male and partially genderless growing up but I haven't learned to fully accept that. I needed validation from my own mother and surroundings just to accept myself. Well this year i want to learn more in accepting myself and not being too affected when someone misgenders and dead names me... Its gonna take a while, probably all year to fix. But anyways i will start tomorrow... also i NEED to make a comic before i kill myself. I promised myself i would. Anyways I'm feeling a bit sick and a bit dehydrated despite drinking water. Also mum is stressed. As soon as the house is built i will wait a year before i try again with the pronouns thing...I mean its literally just common decency. And as she said i should accept myself no matter if everyone else does! Aka, i will be openly trans until its normalized to the point other trans people feel safe to comeout or until people kill me themselves... tonight was a tough night.... I'll go rest up a bit. I have to tell my partner im still alive just incase they panic about me tryna commit suicide.
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Non-Fictionlogs of my new life in marinduque as a afab demiboy who just came out at April 1st 2022... I often feel dysphoric to the point it has to be a trigger warning so please don't read if that will hurt you. I made this book so that if theres other trans...
