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With a mixture of uncertainty and a dwindling faith, he gazed at the passing cars on the bustling street adjacent to his temporary abode. The weight of his impending decision, one that held the power to alter the course of his entire existence, bore heavily upon his mind. He had once been resolute in his conviction, believing that unraveling the depths of his own nature would provide the clarity he sought. However, an unexpected surge of doubt had infiltrated his very being, leaving him unsettled and sleepless in the preceding night.
Confusion consumed him as he pondered how he had once possessed such unwavering determination to embark on this monumental journey, only to now find himself crippled by apprehension and fear. His thoughts remained stagnant, trapped in an endless loop that drained him of vitality with each passing morning.
Abruptly, the blaring horn of a passing car jolted him from his introspection. His gaze swiftly descended from the balcony, fixating on the commotion unfolding below. Taehyung's brows furrowed in response, yet his attention was swiftly diverted to the handrail of his balcony. Perched upon it was a breathtaking blue bird, its presence captivating him with a sense of wonder. Mesmerized by its beauty, he continued to observe as the bird chirped contentedly, gracefully traversing the handrail. With nimble hops, it made its way towards the flowerpots adorning the edges of the railing. Taehyung's smile widened as he watched the avian creature, finding solace in its delicate movements amidst the vibrant blooms.
"This is my first smile today," Taehyung mumbled softly, his words carried by the gentle breeze towards the bird perched on the handrail.
"Thank you," he whispered, a sense of gratitude filling his voice. Just as he was about to close the balcony doors, the entrance to his room swung open, revealing his brother, Seokjin, in a state of disarray.
"Taehyung? Why haven't you put on your tux yet?" Seokjin exclaimed, his surprise evident as he looked at his brother still in pajamas. Taehyung mustered a fleeting smile, swiftly shutting the doors behind him.
"I'll be ready in 30 minutes, it won't take long," Taehyung replied, unbuttoning his pajama shirt. Seokjin's brow furrowed, sensing that something was amiss.
"Taehyung, what's wrong?" he asked, concern lacing his words. Taehyung averted his gaze, his eyes filled with uncertainty.
"Hyung... I'm not sure if I want to go through with this anymore," Taehyung confessed, fear etched in his voice. Seokjin sighed, weariness evident in his eyes.
"I knew it," he murmured, his voice heavy with understanding. "I've noticed this doubt in you for quite some time now."
"You can't deny that you've been questioning this decision for months," Seokjin continued, his voice rising with conviction. Taehyung sank onto his bed, his gaze fixed on the ceiling, lost in his thoughts.
"I...I just feel anxious and stressed out !"
"I...I don't know what I'm doing with my life!"
"I thought that I would get over it but right now I think that I have failed to do so." Taehyung uttered with sorrow on his face. Seokjin sighed deeply and quickly sat next to Taehyung on the bed.
"Taehyung I mean there's still time to retract from this!"
"Just tell me that you don't want to and I will inform everyone" seokjin exclaimed. Taehyung immediately lifted his upper body from lying on the bed and sat next to his brother.
"I can't do that, Hyung!!"
"It's too late for that I have already promised her to do this!"
"I can't break her heart twice!" Taehyung uttered with sadness in his eyes. Seokjin kept staring at his brother with a serious face.
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Enchanting Stranger (VSOO)[18+]
Romance🔞🔞🔞 "I can't seem to forget you, and I don't want to forget you!" -Taehyung Wherein a single night of engagement changed everything for them both. A VSOO story❣️❤️🔥