"I haven't forgotten the day we found you.
The day we found that boat in a lake. How scared you were, how your arms clinged on me.
I haven't forgotten that you had a hard time and we tried to give you a home.
Maybe, if we had a better relationship, maybe if I haven't acted that selfish. Maybe if all of what happend didn't happen, then maybe you would still be here.
Here in my arms where no one could hurt you.
It was my fault you had to die under these circumtances.
I am sorry my love.
Maybe if the tension didn't pick up. Maybe if I didn't scream at her, all of that didn't happen.
There is no reverse and I am sorry.
May you rest well, my dear."
A letter from a mother to her son.
