Two geniuses in a pod (Spencer x reader)

Chapter seven

     You ran to catch up to Derek trying to cover your tears but he's sort of become your best friend so in the vehicle he asks, "What's wrong?"
     "Nothing I'm fine."
     "Y/N I'm your best friend what's wrong?"
     "Spencer and I had something but I just couldn't stand if I hurt him and before I do, I just cut it off."
     "Little mama I'm so sorry, but maybe it was for the best."
     With a few tears rolling down your face you say, "I hope because it's really fricking hard."
     "Hey how about we all go out for drinks after we solve this case, will that make you feel better?"
     "Maybe I'll think about it."
     *With the families*
      "So you couldn't think of anyone who would want to hurt them?" You ask to double check.
      "No nobody." The grieving family and friends reply.
      "Thank you for time and cooperation."
     Morgan calls Hotch and says, "Dead end here nobody could think of anybody."
     *At the police station*
     As you walk into the police station you see Spencer but you couldn't bring yourself to talk to him, instead you walk right past him no eye contact and pour yourself a cup of coffee.
     *7 hours later*
     "Sending you the coordinates right as we speak." Garcia says as we hang up the phone.
    As you guys are racing to save a victim I can't help but think "How could anyone do this to another human it's cruel, maybe that's why I help people." Before I get to deep into thought I feel the vehicle stop, we're there.
     As a clutter of doors are closed we all pull our our guns and run into the warehouse.
You find the killer and yell, "In here guys. FBI don't move!"
     "I didn't mean to hurt any of them, they they wanted me to I couldn't control myself, they-th-ey I couldn't just." The unsub expresses.
     "Timothy it's ok we know you didn't mean to hurt those people but if you just come with us now we'll get you proper help."
     "No one can help me."
      The unsub turns around and fires three bullets and before you have time to move you see someone jump out in front of you, it was Spencer. He got shot in the stomach, arm, and leg.
     "I need a medic in here now!" You yell several times. "I need a medic please." You say weeping now.
     You hold Spencer's face and say, "It's ok you're going to make it I promise. Please stay with me Spencer!" 
     You hear Spencer try to say something and you whisper, "Hey no it's ok don't say anything, tell me later."
"No, Y/N I love you." Spencer whispers.
You just stare at him blankly and say, "I'm sorry Spencer, I can't."
"Ma'am I need you to move." You here a medic yell behind you.
You quickly move out of the way, you start running to the vehicle, Emily is in the drivers seat and you throw the door open, jump in, and yell, "Please drive."
"Ok, ok, what's happening?" Emily asks.
"Um Spencer he was shot."
"Ok you need to call everyone and tell them to meet us at the hospital."
You look down at your bloody hands and say, "Yeah, yeah ok."
*At the hospital*
"Hey y/n how's Spence?" JJ asks you patting your back.
"I honestly have no idea, I think he's in surgery." You say with your hands in the behind your head.
"Are you ok y/n?" JJ asks you with sympathy eyes.
"He said he loved me and I just shut him down." You say with tears streaming down my face.
"Oh y/n I am so sorry." She says pulling me into a hug.
*2 hours later*
I look around the whole room everybody's there just pacing, stressed, and worried, then the doctor came out and said, "It was nothing critical but he can only see one at a time."
"I think JJ should see him first." You say.
"You really think so?" JJ asks.
Everybody looks at her and nods. She gets out of her seat and runs to Spencer's room.
She walks out of the room and says, "Morgan he wants to see you."
"Alright." Morgan says walking towards Spencer's room.
Everybody went in then Garcia walks out and says, "Y/N he wants to see you now."
You nod and start slowly walking to Spencer's room.
You knock on the door frame and say with a small smile, "Hey."
"Hey." He says looking at the door behind me.
"I'm sorry Spencer."
"No don't, not right now, please." Spencer pleads.
"Ok, what do you want to talk about?" You ask.
"How about we talk about you."
"Ok what do you want to know?" You ask.
"What's your favorite color?"
"Pink, white, yellow, and orange." You reply.
"Favorite movie?"
"I don't know but horror movies always scare me can't ever watch them by myself, considering the job I do that's odd." You say with a chuckle.
"Favorite part about the job?"
"The people truthfully."
"Favorite book?"
"I like Shakespeare."
"To be, or not to be: that is the question." Spencer says with a chuckle.
"Such a generic Shakespeare quote, my personal favorite is. "The fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool."
"You act like I've never read Shakespeare before." Spencer says smiling at you.
"Trust me I know I promise, but I've probably read all of the books more than you."
"Oh is that a threat?" Spencer asks raising his eyebrows.
     "Maybe." You say giggling.
     "I have read all of the Shakespeare books 5 times." Spencer says with a smirk.
      You playfully scoff and say, "You don't even touch the amount of times I have."
     "Oh is that true so Ms. Genius how many times have you read them."
     "I don't know maybe 15 times give or take."
     "You are so lying."
     "Guess we will never know."
     We just stood there smiling at each other for a second until Spencer pats his hand on the side of his bed and says, "Come sit."
      You go over and sit and say, "It was really nice talking to you."
      "Yeah you too."
       You both make eye contact for a little bit before Spencer moves in closer then you move back and say, "Spencer no, I have to go." Then you run out of his room.
You walk out to everybody and say, "Hey guys I'm going to head out, make sure to send me updates on how Spencer's doing."
Everybody looked at you confused before Hotch asked, "Y/L/N what's wrong?"
"Nothing I'm just tired."
"Take a few days then."
"No I'm ok I just need to sleep."
"That's an order." Hotch says in a stern voice.
"Hotch seriously i'm fine."
     "Y/N, it's an order."
"Of course it's an order cause that's all you ever give, stupid orders." You say storming out of the hospital.