The dead lovers

no,he can't be dead..

I felt sparks like i've never felt them before. I had butterflies in my stomach and that boy ethan was the whole reason. We broke the kiss after a couple of minutes to catch our breath but suddenly,my mom called me.

I looked at him and we both giggled like little kids. I answered the call. "Hello,mom? What's up?" I said like i usually do. "You need to come home" she said sharply. I thought i might have been in trouble but i did nothing that would have got me in trouble so i knew it wasn't because of that.

"Yeah sure,i'll be home in like 5 minutes,i'll leave ethan's place now okay?" I said worriedly. I ended the call and ethan just looked at me as if he could see right through me. "Is everything okay?" He said. "Yeah,just have to go back home my mom wants to talk about something" i stood up and smiled at him.

Ethan walked me back home,hand in hand with one another i blushed at the fact that he was mine now and i was his,but i felt guilty that we kissed on the day we met. I kissed him again before i went inside and then i opened my front door and went into my house closing the door behind me.

"Dad! I'm home!" I put my things down and walked around the house to try and find out where he was. "Dad? Where are you?" I said worriedly. I walked into the kitchen and right infront of my eyes i saw my mom.

I haven't saw my mom since i was 5 she left me and my dad because my dad was ill and she went off with another man. I felt sympathy for my father but i also needed my mom to have a healthy relationship with my parents even though my dad hated her.

"We need to have a talk." My mother said looking at me as if she felt bad for me. "Mom? Where's dad" i said confused. "He's gone sweetie?" She said looking away. "Gone? What do you mean gone?" I said still confused. She was still looking away.

"He's dead honey,something killed him" she said sadly even though it looked like she didn't care that he's dead. "W-what..no! Y-your lying!" I said sadly tearing up. "Honey,now why would i lie about this sort of thing hm? You've known me your whole life and you think i'd lie about these sort of things?."

I was crying now. "Well,funny that mom because i haven't known you my whole life because you walked off with another man and left me to look after dad. So no angela you wasn't here" i said now pissed and devastated at the same time. But what i didn't realize was ethan standing outside my window listening to everything. "SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU KNOW ME WHEN YOU FUCKING DON'T" i screamed at the top of my lungs.

I was now having a break down and i ran to my room. It felt like my heart had just been ripped out and i wasn't breathing anymore. My soul dissapeard gone and never to reveal itself anymore. No no no i thought. He can't be dead. The only person who understood and loved me is gone. I slammed my bedroom door and locked it crying even harder.

I turned around to see the one and only ethan at my window looking at me as if he knew what i was feeling. I just looked at him feeling numb now crying but not as much,dizzy alot,feeling sick. I took one last glance at him before i passed out.

Ethan opened the window and quickly sped towards me like a motorcycle at it's full speed,he caught me before i fell and told my mother to call the hospital. I was just lying there in his arms,unable to move,speak or open my eyes even though i could hear everything.

I could hear the desperate need to help me in his voice for some reason it was as if he would die at the thought of losing me. Even though i knew he wouldn't because i knew secretly everyone hated me. But what they don't know is i took an overdose before angela and ethan saw me,that's why i was dizzy.

Authors note: i wrote alot more than i usually do because i was bored and also because i had alot of inspiration. I thought of ideas and try'd to put them together and sort of went with the flow. Hope you like it! If i don't post tomorrow i'll post friday :)