He loves me for me

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After we got home from the hospital,since i was feeling better. I walked into my house and saw my mom,i ignored her and walked straight to my room. What i hadn't told ethan is that she had done an arranged marriage for me and my ex Jacob.

I just sat on my bed as ethan walked upstairs with me,closing the door behind himself. "I'm gonna go in the shower,can you wait here?" I said smiling not showing that i'm hurt or anything.

"Yeah sure,don't take too long though or i'll have to come in there myself" he said smirking. I blushed and grabbed my towel,walking into the bathroom and closed the door behind me,locking it knowing ethan would walk in anyway.

I forgot to get spare clothes so ethan didn't have to see me change. After the shower i put the towel around me and then walked out,ethan wasn't there so i thought he would've went to his house or something came up.

I took my towel off after drying myself and drying my hair. Out of the corner of my eye i saw ethan. I squealed. "Nice view" he said smirking. "Y-you pervert! Turn around!" I said blushing again and not being able to look at him.

"But i like the view,i can't ignore this" he said now walking towards me and grabbing my waist. I looked up at him innocently and he looked down at my lips then back at my eyes.

Ethan kissed me and then it started to get heated,we made out passionately not giving a care in the world. I started to take his clothes off and he threw me on the bed. I gasped and looked up at him as he got ontop of me completely naked.

"e-ethan.." i managed to whisper as he was kissing down my neck,he planted soft kisses down my boob area and then started to suck on a nipple teasing the other one. "fuck..~" i arched my back since he was teasing me and i didn't like to be teased.

I flipped us over so i was now ontop of him,slowly grinding on him as his groans filled the air. I didn't care about the arranged marriage,the only one i cared about was ethan,only ethan. He was a sadistic drug that i couldn't get enough of.

I slowly pushed my pussy down onto his dick to get used to the feeling,since i was a virgin. He helped me move up and down i was overwhelmed with pleasure and at how big his dick was.

He now got ontop of me and started to thrust deep into me. "..m-mhn~ p-please..m-more~" i whimpered under my breath. He started to thrust faster as if he had power over me and oh my fucking god it was amazing.

The next day i woke up without him there,my mind thought about last night and what had happened. I blushed and tried to shake the thought out my head,i felt guilty for not telling him about the arranged marriage but i forgot about it in a weeks time.

A couple years later,i only had 3 months left till i got married to jacob. I haven't saw him in years because he tried to kill me since i wouldn't marry him. I hated him for what he did to me. He watched someone abuse me and beat me up,he just watched and laughed saying i deserve it.

I also pushed that thought out of my mind. I haven't told anyone about my suicidal thoughts either i didn't want them to worry about me,so i just kept to myself and to be honest it really wasn't that bad anymore.

On the day the wedding took place,i saw ethan and he saw me in a wedding dress. "E-ethan i.." i said gulity. "What's going on here? Why are you wearing that?" He said looking upset and confused. "B-because i'm getting married ethan.." i said looking away.

"Married!? What do you mean married!? You never told me!.." he said tearing up. "Was you cheating on me!?" He said. "What! Heavens no,i love you more than i love anything else,i could never do that to you.." i said now tears going down my cheeks. "I was going to tell you but i never had the guts too..i didn't want to hurt you i'm sorry.."

He just looked at me up and down. "I don't even know who you are anymore" after saying that he walked off and left me there just wearing a beautiful brides dress. I looked pretty and elegant,but i felt disgusted and hated myself for not telling ethan. I was regretting my decision.

Everyone was now waiting for me as the bride music came on,i walked out the room and saw ethan sitting at the back of the room watching me. I just walked till i got to where jacob and the preist was.

I looked at both of them and then at ethan. The priest then said "we are gathered her today,for the beautiful marriage between jacob and lexi" i looked at the floor not being able to look at anyone.

I knew i couldn't do this,i ran out of the room almost falling over my dress. I just kept crying and crying knowing that ethan would hate me now he found out the truth about the arranged marriage. I jumped into a big lake,little did i know piranhas were in there,with other fish that eat flesh.

They just started to eat me as i wasted away,i heard ethan shout and run after me crying hard as tears ran down his cheeks,before my eyes closed i noticed him jump in after me and he held my hand. "If you die,i die too" those where the last words he said to me. As we lay there in the water,hand in hand we knew we was dead but our love would never die.

Authors note: i know that this is more words than i usually do and that this book or writing i have written is rushed. I'm very sorry for that but alot of things have been going on and i'm thinking about starting a new book. I haven't really thought of what to call it yet or what i should base it on but if you have any recommendations or anything please comment and let me know. If you don't i'll try to think of a good one soon! :)

 If you don't i'll try to think of a good one soon! :)

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 17, 2022 ⏰

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