𝐻𝐼𝐷𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝑀𝑌 𝑀𝐼𝑆𝐸𝑅𝑌

THIRTY...

Y/n's pov...

"I love you Mr. Kim..."

Yes I do love him... But I know I don't deserve him... First I am a divorcee and now... I'm pregnant with his baby... I can't bear this I want to die now...

I again covered my face and started crying this is so disgusting and awful...

"Ms. Kim please stop crying..." He said with low tone... As he said that something clicked in my head...

I looked first at him...

I have to do this Mr. Kim... I have to...

"Can you give me your phone... I want to make a call..." I said while wiping my tears... And without thinking he handed me his phone...

I took it and dialled a number which I think is the right number...

Ring... Ring...

After few rings the call got picked...

????...
Hello...

Oppa...

Namjoon...
Kiddo... How did you... I mean where are you and where did you got this number... Forget it just tell me where are you I'm coming...

Oppa...

I don't know what to say... I'm just crying like hell... After crying for like decades I told him the location where I am... I myself didn't knew Mr. Kim told me...

After disconnecting the call my head was aching like hell so I just lied down facing my back towards Mr. Kim... It's just so hard to face him...

I feel so awful right now... I can't even face myself how am I even supposed to face him...

After few minutes I heard the ward's door opening and closing...

He's gone...

What did I do to deserve this... Maybe I've hurted many peoples without my knowing... I always tried to be a good person but I guess I did so many sins that I'm paying it off like this...

I guess i deserve all of this...

I was on my own thoughts and all of a sudden someone barged in... And it was non other than my oppa...

As I saw him i sat straight... I can see his eyes are blood shot red... He's panting as if he had been running for miles...

As he saw me... He got it all... At first he was about to get out but something stopped him and he slowly came near me...

"Oppa..." I said while tears were streaming down my cheeks nonstopingly he looked at me and sat in the bed...

"Kiddo... I'm sorry..." He said and bursted in tears...

I was not even able to talk... Not even able to utter a single word... I just rested my back on the wall still crying...

We both were crying don't know what to say... After crying for like minutes we came back to our senses...

"Oppa... It's not your fault... Maybe it's just me..."

"No... No it can never be you... It's all my fault... I should've taken care of you... I should've stopped you that night... I should've killed that bastard..."