Apocalypse | Jamie Campbell Bower.

bumped in blondes.

- 12th June -

London London London, the capital of England and the United Kingdom also well known for its rich history, double-decker buses, red phone booths, world-class museums and gigantic lush parks. The scent of freshly baked croissants. The smell of moisture mixed with rain. The feeling of waking up to something charming every morning. The feeling of excitement in stomach while going to the eye of London. The feeling of going out on most weekends with your camera, exploring all the hidden London treasures that you never knew existed. I am so excited to finally visit my mother in london. I am done with all the shopping too. After my mother separated from me and my dad for .. several reasons, she shifted to London, my mother used to always sent letters and told me that London is a country where dreams come true. I dont know if she meant this metaphorically or is it actually .. true. Well me and my dad lives in Cape May. It's a city and seaside resort at the tip of southern New Jersey’s Cape May Peninsula. It’s known for its grand Victorian houses such as the Emlen Physick Estate, now a museum with a preserved interior from the era. To be honest i dont really like being here , there are no big reasons to hate this place, there are just some memories that makes this place hateful. The only thing i like about here is the beach and my bike. I am just waiting for my visa and then im gonna get the hell outta here.  London just a few more days and then ill be in your arms ♡

Zoella was in her bed when she finished her travel diary's first page with a cute heart in the end. She always loved to do journaling and creating diaries. Zoella always dreamt to meet her mother. She doesn't have many memories with her. As her mother left her father and Zoella , when she was only 5. The only reason she always wanted to meet her mother was because her mother always used to sent her letters, gifts and always used mention how much she loved her daughter. You deserve all the stars in the universe thats what her mother used to say her. She loved the feeling of reading the three words in the end of each letter i love you. She was so excited to finally go to her dream country. London. She was saving for this moment for so long. She blew her candles and tried to sleep. Of course she couldnt sleep because tomorrow was a big day for her. She has to pick her visa tomorrow.

" trr trr " her alarm was ringing. The bird was chirping. The weather was cloudy like it was about to rain. The sleepy girl turned her alarm off, washed her face, got ready and made herself breakfast. She was so nervous. She hopped on her bike and went to the visa office.

" Good Morning. How can I help you ma'am ? " the man on the reception asked.

" I am here to receive my Visa " Zoella spoke with a little excitement in her voice.

" What's your name ma'am? " the man on the reception asked.

" Zoella Spring sir. " She replied confidently.

" okay, you can sit there as its gonna take a little time " he gestured to the sofa.

after 5 minutes he called my name. I got really excited cause  I knew there was no place for disappointment.

" I am sorry ma'am but I can't find any newly Visa with the name Zoella " the man said while looking in the monitor.

" What? Sir there might be ... check again please. " Zoella said with a slight tremble in her voice.

" Ma'am I have checked twice. I think that your Visa has been canceled. " he said with a worry face.

" How? I submitted all the paperwork. Everything that was required. How can it be canceled? " She said.

" I'm sorry ma'am, maybe you should call the helpline office. Here's their number. " he replied.

She took the number and got out of the office. She felt like .. zoned out. She felt like her brain stopped working. She felt like the time has paused. Everything around her has stopped. Her heartbeat became fast. She thought " What's the purpose of living now? This always happens with me. Why always the worst happens with me. Why am i always the bad. Why does always the bad happens with me. Why am I thinking like this. Why am I like this. " She felt like a black cloud because her eyes wanted to rain too. To let it all out. She was standing infront of the visa office. Staring the road. She was in deep thinking, The sky was turning black too, just like her eyes, ready to burst. There was a moment of silence. The thunder rumbled and a downpour of rain started. She got snapped out of her thinking and looked at the sky with a " why " face and jogged while covering her head with her bag.

There was a small cafe. She decided to stop there until the rain stops. She went inside. The place was warm as compared to outside. The smell of coffee and biscuits. The sound of people chatting. Her clothes were all wet including her hair. The place was full of people and it was hard to find an empty seat. She was looking on the right side,

trying to find a seat when she bumped in to someone.